Cylia

Cylia Mar 2019

Float

Mind-blown
Breathless-flight
Takes away this-lonely night
To where I can finally see the stars, the lights, they shine, on me tonight.

Cylia Mar 2019

Untitled

Why is my brain so cluttered?
Filled with these feeling, I’m fluttered,
Like my body can’t take it, all of these motions,
They’re filling up
All these emotions, they’re bottled up
All these emotions, I cannot stop
But I will still keep on doing me,
No matter what compliments you give to me,
Cause the me that you knew back then,
Is way past gone, never to be seen again.
Cause to me I am not lonely,
I’m just being me
&
that’s all I need.

Cylia Mar 2019

What?

What keeps you away, what keeps you so far?
Why can I not see what’s keeping me from you?
Why can’t I remember the days I’ve forgotten,
The days where you’d hold me, you’d loved me, protect me,
The days where times and the spaces made spaces,
Where I would kiss you, embrace you, choose you, and want you.

What keeps me away, what keeps me so far
Maybe the trust is gone, I think I’ve got trust issues,
Maybe our life will pass again soon
Maybe in a different life it’ll happen again later. It’s probably for the better.

Cylia Mar 2019

All of These

All of these hate that I get from people
Disinterested in me, I get it.
All of these lies that are trapped inside my mind
I don’t need an example, no really I’m fine.

Cylia Mar 2019

So What

So what if I hide away my true feelings.
So what if everyone in the world hates me.
So what if my life is a mess,
At least I’m out here doing my best.

Cylia Mar 2019

INFJ

my heart that is pained,
all of these hate that I have obtained,
what do you see, that I clearly do not,
that causes everyone around me to break, crack, snap?
Fear me not, that I am not cold,
I am not bitter, nor tainted nor stained,
I am but kind, sweet, and loyal,
but twist my words around and I promise I won't bottle.
Bottle it up inside that's been wanting out,
Bottle up inside that even demons can't fight,
Bottled up inside that leaves the angels alone,
not even you could tame my differences nor lift me from my throne.

Cylia Mar 2019

Locket

Throw my heart in a locket,
But I'll hide it real deep in your pocket,
And maybe one day you will find it,
and hold me real close where you won't loose it.