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CursedIndigo May 2019
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CursedIndigo Aug 2019
I fall down and feel so free.
All these souls belong to me.
I hit the earth, it feels so right.
Killing everything in my sight.
Even though, I will die.
Again and again, I will try.
I am the one that will survive.
Stand in my way and I'll take your life.
If you happen to **** me then
I'll just have to fall down again.
CursedIndigo Dec 2018
I walk the earth untill the day that it kills me.
Releasing the demons that have been buried within me.
CursedIndigo Jun 2019
I don't know,
how to write,
a happy poem.
So I won't.
CursedIndigo May 2019
My anger overflows.
Burning everything it touches.
Including myself.
CursedIndigo Jun 2019
You're a demon in disguise.
So I'm leaving you behind.
Go and find another guy,
that will feed into your lies.
CursedIndigo Dec 2022
I'm in to deep.
I can't sleep.
I just want to leap,
of the building in my street.
Spash one big blood drop.
To make the thoughts stop.
And dream around the clock.
I really don't give a f*.
I'll strangle myself with a nunchuck.
CursedIndigo Aug 2019
I always want
what I can't get.
So I'll never get,
what I want.
CursedIndigo Aug 2023
Cant get you out of my mind
Bleed from the eyes struck Im blind
Disconnection feels like suicide
And
Im scared to get close
Ive seen **** the most
I sniff hit and dose
Hearth locked off and closed
I long for the day
I can fly like a ghost
CursedIndigo Feb 2023
Doctor looked at the hole in my chest
Hearth shredded in a ****** mess
Said she hopes for the best
But I couldn't care less
I'm not here to impress
I just need to confess
I can't wait for the day I can finally rest
CursedIndigo Dec 2022
They told me to follow my hearth and it took a while.
But I finally found it in my chest in a smoking burning pile.
CursedIndigo Dec 2022
I'm high of downers and stimulants.
Any white powder I find, I'm sniffing it.
I'm deaf to the screams of the innocent.
Cutting out ligaments.
Blood drops floating in the wind.
Life's a punishment.
Can't wait to be dead again.
Time for my medicine.
Slashing my wrists again.
Addiction
for mutilation.
Deep down in my basement.
Can't stop shivering.
Blood dripping from the skin.
CursedIndigo Apr 2020
So I guess,
I'll never see you anymore.
People always have to leave,
which I don't understand the reason for.
Teardrops fall and evaporate,
before they even hit the floor.
And for some reason,
the light outside,
shines more bright,
then ever before.
RIP LEO
CursedIndigo Dec 2018
Come walk with me, we'll walk forever.
Step by step, we'll burn together.
CursedIndigo May 2019
Quiet the mind and let the answer you seek be whispered to you from the heart.

...

"Go **** yourself"
Ty voice from within
CursedIndigo Feb 2019
Turn my heart in,
stone and sulfur.
In the darkness,
where I wonder.
Come down here,
I'll make you suffer.
I'll ****** and
make you lovestruck.
CursedIndigo Jan 2019
I'm the lord of sorcery
So bow down and

WORSHIP ME

I don't care if you're willing

OR NOT

If you refuse be sure you're gonna

GET CUT

I'll rip you apart and I'll be using

YOUR BLOOD

To paint my walls and I aint missing

A SPOT

!!!
CursedIndigo Mar 2019
Keep breaking my own heart.
CursedIndigo Apr 2019
My lips melt together.
While the pen melts with my hand.
Out
CursedIndigo Dec 2018
Out
So insecure, so much doubt.
Want to scream, want to shout.
Very hard  and very loud.
Untill only blood comes out,
of my mouth.
CursedIndigo May 2019
People tell me that I think to much.
I think they don't think enough.
CursedIndigo Jul 2019
I never looked back.
And I had the time of my life.
CursedIndigo Dec 2019
They should've called you suicide.
Cause I can't get you out of my mind.
CursedIndigo Mar 2019
Will one day be my death.
CursedIndigo Feb 2023
To hell, I'll be your guide.
With weapons we fight,
at night.
Nowhere to run nor to hide.
Commit suicide.
If you want to ride.
With demons and ghosts.
I've seen **** the most.
Since teen hit and dosed.
Smear blood on my toast.

— The End —