Cant get you out of my mind
Bleed from the eyes struck Im blind
Disconnection feels like suicide
And
Im scared to get close
Ive seen **** the most
I sniff hit and dose
Hearth locked off and closed
I long for the day
I can fly like a ghost

Doctor looked at the hole in my chest
Hearth shredded in a ****** mess
Said she hopes for the best
But I couldn't care less
I'm not here to impress
I just need to confess
I can't wait for the day I can finally rest

To hell, I'll be your guide.
With weapons we fight,
at night.
Nowhere to run nor to hide.
Commit suicide.
If you want to ride.
With demons and ghosts.
I've seen **** the most.
Since teen hit and dosed.
Smear blood on my toast.

I'm high of downers and stimulants.
Any white powder I find, I'm sniffing it.
I'm deaf to the screams of the innocent.
Cutting out ligaments.
Blood drops floating in the wind.
Life's a punishment.
Can't wait to be dead again.
Time for my medicine.
Slashing my wrists again.
Addiction
for mutilation.
Deep down in my basement.
Can't stop shivering.
Blood dripping from the skin.

So I guess,
I'll never see you anymore.
People always have to leave,
which I don't understand the reason for.
Teardrops fall and evaporate,
before they even hit the floor.
And for some reason,
the light outside,
shines more bright,
then ever before.

They should've called you suicide.
Cause I can't get you out of my mind.

I always want
what I can't get.
So I'll never get,
what I want.

I fall down and feel so free.
All these souls belong to me.
I hit the earth, it feels so right.
Killing everything in my sight.
Even though, I will die.
Again and again, I will try.
I am the one that will survive.
Stand in my way and I'll take your life.
If you happen to **** me then
I'll just have to fall down again.

I never looked back.
And I had the time of my life.

I don't know,
how to write,
a happy poem.
So I won't.

You're a demon in disguise.
So I'm leaving you behind.
Go and find another guy,
that will feed into your lies.

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Quiet the mind and let the answer you seek be whispered to you from the heart.

...

"Go **** yourself"

People tell me that I think to much.
I think they don't think enough.

My anger overflows.
Burning everything it touches.
Including myself.

My lips melt together.
While the pen melts with my hand.

Will one day be my death.

Keep breaking my own heart.

I'm the lord of sorcery
So bow down and

WORSHIP ME

I don't care if you're willing

OR NOT

If you refuse be sure you're gonna

GET CUT

I'll rip you apart and I'll be using

YOUR BLOOD

To paint my walls and I aint missing

A SPOT

!!!

Come walk with me, we'll walk forever.
Step by step, we'll burn together.

I walk the earth untill the day that it kills me.
Releasing the demons that have been buried within me.