I try
And try

To succeed
But I only bleed
The feelings run free
I'd rather not be me

How to be
One who is hopeful
One who is woeful
One who sends help
Out to the world
Pushing the boundaries

Helping
While yelling
Yelling for help

Crying
Writing
Crying for help

Working
Lurking
Working in the shadows

Trying
But lying
Trying to help

Helping
Helping
Helping the hurt

Right
Might just flight
Running
Faster
Faster
Creating wind
Is escaping so bad
It's makes some people mad
But it makes me
Happier

Finding another way
To stay

Sweet
And salty
Contradicting
Creating problems
Solving nonsense
Fighting for belief
Even if it's just tree leafs
Grit
It's ****
Its made for quits
But **** ends in sweat

Anger
Is it wrong,
Is it a danger
To sing the angry song

Playing
Around with air
Swaying
Without a care

Creating a dance
While
Putting me in a trance
Just smile child

Why happy?
Causing a reality
Why happy?
Causing a world made for me.