I have some friends, I don't have foes,
I also got a thousand woes
I've been so high , I've been so low
I longed for yes:they answered no

Sometimes I win,most of the time I lose
When I decide , I regret what I chose
I hate myself, I hate my voice
And in my world, I never rejoice

I always want to be alone,
And do some stuffs with a stupid phone
I find it hard to socialize
Coz' in the end, i'll just be criticized

Sometimes I dream of many friends,
But sad to say, I find a hundred fiends
It' really hard to live my life but i'll continue,
Because someday, I know my torments would end too!

It's been five years since we met each other's way
It's been five years of admiring you a mile away,
Hoping you'll like me too, one other day,
But that "Hope" doesn't happen,how sad to say!

Sometimes when i do nothing,
I keep on thinking about something
Something that's wrong with me or anything
Why you can't like me back like what i'm hoping

And when there are days that i'm sad,
Because of some things that makes me mad,
I'll just think about you my lad
You're my medicine when i feel really bad

But i realize that's all worthless
Coz' my efforts are still unseen by your eyes
I just became dumb , unaware of my foolishness
So i decided to stop this and head where tomorrow lies

Friendship Over

It's been five years since we met our way
The time when we are still immature as they say
Having our bondings every saturday
Chatting,laughing,all we did was play

And as the days go on and on
You became one of my addiction
I made you as my inspiration
And started seeking more of your attention

But fate was quiet tricky
He made you so distant from me
Give you new friends to keep you busy
And i think to forget about us completely

Tnat's why when i turned nine
I entered choir with my friends in a line
And that's the time that i start
To see things that breaks my heart

But i'm still hoping that one day,
You 'll remember the memories of yesterday,
That there are other persons that also cares for you,
Who's ready to make you happy when you're blue

I need to say this stupid things to you my dear,
I hope you won't mind that you're the topic here
Coz ' i need to let go of this stupid feeling
Move on and start a journey to a new beggining

But i'm thankful that i met you along the road,
Became part of my crazy fantasy world
And i want to say that my world will be such a lonely place
Without the you here to put a smile on my face..

This short poem is for you please pay attention
So that you'll know my hidden intention
I just don't want my heart be broken,
By all the words that i left unspoken...

Farewell

As the time went on,as the hours pass
I could remember the happenings in our class
The quarrels,the screams,
The joy and the sadness
The crying of officers
and the advice from the teachers
I remember all of our illusions
Our problems and the solutions
But as it runs in my memory,
It makes me so lonely,
Coz' it will just stay forever in my brain,
That brings me of such pain,
I want to cry out loud,
I want to cry hard
But what can it do?
It can't bring back the days i'm with with you,
But the class already end,
That brings me far from my bestfriend
I don't wanna make a farewell nor say goodbye,
Because it will just make me lonely and cry,
It will just make me forget all -
All the memories that I stole
It will just erase the days where together
The happy days we made with each other
The happiness, the loneliness
The greatness and the dumbness,
All of that ,
Will be here forever in my heart,
And I hope that all of you,
Will not forget me too,
Coz' i won't do that- never
You'll be inside my heart forever!

As the time went on,as the hours pass
I could remember the happenings in our class
The quarrels,the screams,
The joy and the sadness
The crying of officers
and the advice from the teachers
I remember all of our illusions
Our problems and the solutions
But as it runs in my memory,
It makes me so lonely,
Coz' it will just stay forever in my brain,
That brings me of such pain,
I want to cry out loud,
I want to cry hard
But what can it do?
It can't bring back the days i'm with with you,
But the class already end,
That brings me far from my bestfriend
I don't wanna make a farewell nor say goodbye,
Because it will just make me lonely and cry,
It will just make me forget all -
All the memories that I stole
It will just erase the days where together
The happy days we made with each other
The happiness, the loneliness
The greatness and the dumbness,
All of that ,
Will be here forever in my heart,
And I hope that all of you,
Will not forget me too,
Coz' i won't do that- never
You'll be inside my heart forever!

You cannot find it everywhere,
In the kitchen nor in the tableware,
In your bag or in your chair,
Not on your clothes in the drawer
It can only be seen,
Deep inside you and within,
It can be showed by your caring mother,
Also by your loving father
But not all of them can show you love,
Not all of them you can have,
Only some but not all,
Coz' you can't get all the people
By means of attention,
For you to have it,give them some reason
Like studying hard,
To give them some award
But if you want the greatest love,
Call unto God and all of it you can have
Because He is the most lovable
And the only one who's powerful

The person who knows all about me,
And the one who brings me fantasy
We know each other's secret,
And we keep them all to show respect
We are always having fun,
We invite others to join us and be one
We will provoke others then run
But when we got into trouble,
All will be reasonable
No one will run,no one will dare
To run from that person who's full of anger
All will have reasons
Then we will do some actions ,
To calm down that person
To forgive,then leave us alone

They are always by my side,
And our problems we will not hide,
Coz' we trust each other,
And we are born to be a lover.
But the time seems to be running,
That makes my life not so boring,
We always show our care,
To lie -  no one will dare
Coz' we always trust each other

That's why I always thank God,
For making me joyful and glad
He gave me friends to listen,
To my problems and pain,
And to give me reasons,not to live in vain
So I treat them as my family,
Wherein all of my success,they are happy
They're the things that can't be bought by money,
Like the shining pearl nor the ruby
But they're the most expensive jewel I can have
For they are part of my family and given by God

Ang mensahe ko sa pamahalaan,
Pakiusap wag niyo kaming gulangan
Pagkat di naman kayo dayuhan,
Para magkaroon ng pusong gahaman

Huwag niyo sanang ibulsa ang pondo
Na pagmamay - ari naming mga pilipino
Pagkat pinaghirapan namin ito,
Dugo't pawis puhunan diyan,para may maibayad sa inyo

Ano ang silbi ng mga slogan
at mungkahi nihong patakaran
Noong nakaraang halalan?
Yun ba ay agad nakalimutan?

Di ba't marami kayong pangako
Na sabi niyo'y di mapapako?
Nasaan na ang mga ito?
Naglaho ba kasama ng bagyo?

Nasaan na ang inyong sinasabi
Na bukambibig niyo palagi
"Kung walang kurap,walang mahirap"
Nakalimutan niyo ba sa isang iglap?

Ito pa nga ang isa,
Tila mas maganda sa nauna
"Ang tuwid na daan"
Eh puro liko naman ang nasa pamahalaan!

Alam niyo di dapat pilipino
Ang itawag sa mga tulad niyo
Pagkat kayo'y may pusong dayo
Pawang mga gahaman at tuso

Para kayong espanyol na dayuhan,
Kinakamkam ang aming pinaghirapan
mababait lang kapag may kailangan
Lalong - lalo na sa araw ng halalan

Pwede rin kayong maging amerikano
Mayaman nga,panot naman ang ulo
Maaari ring maging hapon,
Na nagpasakit nang ating kahapon

Bakit ko ito sinasabi?
Para malaman niyo ang mali,
Baka sakaling kayo'y magbago,
Para pilipinas,mag-iba ang takbo

Wala sanang tamaan dito sa nilalaman,
Pagkat ito ay karapatan:
Ang maipahayag ang nilalaman,
Nitong damdamin ko at isipan..

Ang bansang pilipinas sadyang magtatagumpay
Kung nanunungkulan dito,mahinaho't malumanay,
Matalino't masipag,may prinsipyo sa buhay,
Kayang mamuno ng bansa,masigasig na tunay.

Ngunit sa kasamaang palad, di natin ito nakamit,
Kaya mga mamamayan,para bang nakapiit
Mistulang preso nang kahirapan humagupit,
Walang kasama sa dusa, walang karamay sa sakit

Nasaan na ang pinunong inyong iniluklok?
Bakit hinayaan niyang pilipinas ay malugmok
Sa kahirapan ng buhay at magmistulang lamok?
Palipad - lipad o kaya naman ay nasa isang sulok.

Kung minsan ay talagang napapaisip ako
Ano ba talaga ang silbi ng gobyerno?
Para ba mangurakot at magbalatkayo?
At hayaang maghirap ang sariling bansa ko?

Kung titingnan kasi nating mabuti sa mata,
Pilipinas,ilan nalang ang tanawing magaganda
Hirap na mamamayan ang iyong makikita,
At mga batang lansangang kumakalam ang sikmura

Nasaan na ang pondo ng ating bayan?
Bakit naghihirap ang mamamayan?
Katwira'y marami daw pinaggagastusan
Ang mga departamento ng pamahalaan

Isa daw dito ang 4p's kung tawagin
Na tumutulong daw sa mga kababayan natin,
Pero ang nakikinabang,mayayaman lang din,
Sa halip na yung pamilyang walang makain.

Bakit katarungan ay hindi makita
Sa gobyerno ng bayan kong kawawa?
Nasaan na ang mga taong may pusong dalisay,
Na sa bayan ay handang maglingkod na tunay?

Kung ako ang tatanungin,ang akin lang masasabi,
Mga kurap ay laganap at plastic ang marami
Tapat na tao'y kanilang hinuhuli
At pamamalakad nila ang nais mamalagi

Kaya sana sa halalang papalapit,
Yung matitino naman ang ating ipalit
Mga tapat at di manggagamit
At kaunlaran ng pilipinas ang nais makamit..

Do you know the thing called forever?
The promise of being continually together?
But I don't believe that stupid thing - never
Coz' it will just make me hope and suffer

But all of them are asking me why?
And i'll just simply answer that humans die !
Sometimes we will have our debate about it,
And the room will be noisy of just a little bit .

But in the end , they 'll always win over ,
That's why i'll keep saying it and won't surrender
I'll always repeat it coz'  I know i'm right,
I just want to help them to give myself delight

However, I won't force you to believe me
Coz' we're living in a country with democracy
Either yes or no - whatever it maybe
Where you'll believe , you'll always be free

It's almost a year since i met this person
A year full of nonsense conversation
Happy moments and stupid confessions,
That makes me fall and have some illusions

He is one in a million kind creature
Who almost got those perfect feature,
The pointed nose and lips so thin,
He has the cute eyes and body that's lean

A kindhearted guy,so friendly and nice
His traits are enough,dont need an extra rice
A good follower and faithful servant of God,
Contented and satisfied:an obedient , happy lad

So tell me how can i forget this man?
Getting him out of my life is not even in my plan!
I just want to focus and don't be distracted
And keep myself from being so attracted

All I want is to save myself from so much pain,
Let go of the memories that hurts my brain
Destroy this world full of fantasy,
Change myself and be back in the reality

But are there ways to do such thing?
All I know is that he never care
I'm just a stupid girl who means nothing
And to notice me: He'll never ever dare!

I think I just need to be immediately awaken
From this stupid dream of mine
Be slap by the truth that he's heart is already taken,
And that he would never ever be mine!