I read them
And I want to delete it
All those words
Those beautiful words
I can't stand it
No longer understand it
Those feelings too far away
That person too long gone
And now I realize
I was never really over it
Until I stopped writing poetry about you

Nothing ever happened with us
Well it almost did
Or maybe it didn't
I'm never really sure
You never really said so
But then neither did I
That's all over now
It doesn't really matter
Except it does
Because I fell so fast
So hard
For so long
And then nothing
Or everything but still
Nothing
Now I know I'm lucky
Or well I think I am
We weren't meant to be anyway
That I know
Now that I'm sure of
But you still left a scar
Or maybe I did that
But it's there
And now I'm scared
I'm scared I'll fall in love
Again
So fast
So hard
For so long
With the wrong guy
Again
Because I can't explain it
I don't know why
Or maybe I do
But it doesn't matter
Because I fell for you
And you were wrong
I thought you were right
I was right
But you were wrong
And I still fell
But I've clawed myself out of it
Or maybe I haven't
But all of it wasn't me
Or maybe it was
I never thought so
Neither did my friends
Because I never just fell
So fast
So hard
For so long
But I did
For you
And I don't want to do it again
But maybe I will
And maybe he'll be right
But he could be wrong
Then he'll walk away before any real damage
Like you did
Except obviously there was still damage
But then maybe he won't
Because then
What if I fall in love
Again
With the wrong guy
So fast
So hard
For so long
And he doesn't walk away

can everyone see
can they see how we're
acting
like
strangers

We came here as strangers
And left as friends
Only to come back
As strangers once again

maybe
just maybe
the universe is trying to tell us something

You'd give me the world if I'd let you
But it isn't mines to take

Just because I don't wear my heart on my sleeve
Doesn't mean it isn't there

Your single flaw
Is the embodiment of my only fear