there are words i wish i could take back
there are moments i wish they never actually happened
there are words i wish i never heard
there are pictures i wish i never took
there are wishes i wish i never made because i was so young and
afraid of being alone

my life literary *****
my world rapidly shrinks
my esteem slowly fades
my veins creepily block the blood to my brain

she could not stay for me
she said she loved me
she said she cares
she said she would never lie to me
but she also once said she loves herself a lot more

she was all i ever wanted
she was all i could hold on to
she was ,who she was thats why she left me for herself

Rice machine gone to warm mode
My laptop on the bed goes to power save mode
My phone goes to night view mode
Been staring for nearly the whole day
To feel some type of way
But you again ,was in my way
You have always had it your way
I wish I could throw these me memories away

i cant remember when i last held your waist
i bet he does so at every chance he gets
but whats in there for me
memories
do you think of the cold days and warm evenings spent together?
i guess i guessed wrong but who cares
better you happy anyway