I wish I had the courage
The courage of the stump
to laugh at my problems
The way the stump laughs
at the woodcutter
I wish I had the audacity
to sprout and blossom
Even when life slaps me had in the face.

I saw you,I was afraid
To talk,talk to you
talking?no I was afraid of your response
When I finally talked
I was still afraid, afraid
To make you smile,make you cry make you shy but still you smiled

When you smiled i's afraid
afraid of making you angry,making you shaggy making  you ugly
but still you smiled.

I loved you but still was afraid
Afraid of those who eyed you
but still you loved me

When you loved me,fear of losing
losing you intensified
But still you hanged on.

Now that we are old I am still
Still afraid, afraid of death,
I am afraid of dying and leaving you behind..I am afraid

Silently I watch
I watch as the clock
The clock is ticking away
away my strength slowly fades
fades to leave me fragile
fragile was I from my start
my start was good but now here
here comes the end.

the end draws by quickly
quickly as time flies away
away to Hades I slowly head
head,shoulders and joints fail me
fail me...my time is up
Let me leave.

Though time is short is short I know I have loved
I have loved saumu too much
too much was she sometimes I thought
I thought I would always be there for her
for her I would do anything in this world
This world has decided to take me whole

For good I am going love
love promise you will
you will not miss me but
but smile as you always do
do not let anyone convince
convince you to get married.

I am leaving first,I will
i will create a space there for us two.....oh oh ooh bye