Classy J

Classy J Jun 2017

Got out my wu tang sword shing, so ring that bell ding ding. Taking out giants with only a pebble and a sling, for I'm not scarred to face anyone even if they are a rap god or king. This is the future of class, for as long as I'm here hip hop will never lose it's nitro gas. Rapping down in the underground because that's where all the lost souls can be found. Yeah every day I get better, and I be writing bars that are even more deep and clever. Still in a apartment but one day I'll own a large settlement. One with the elements so does that make me a avatar, but I must be prepared for the worlds final war. For the beginning must always have an end, but it'll be easier if I got some friends. Sorry but what can I say, for everyone will eventually met their final day.

It's a good thing that I'm a spiritual lyrical satirical miracle, so call me egotistical I don't care because I want to be something more than a minut particle. I don't understand why people are so desperate to be artificial, because age and material things are so superficial. It's official I may be the only one who is original. I want to be more than a one hit wonder, but if I do then I guess I'll go on a spirit walk and learn to be a hunter. But I'm still broken and lost, and I'm hoping that I overcome before my heart turn cold like frost. Yeah but for now I'm trying to find where my life is because I feel so lifeless, and I'm trying to have a moment that is priceless. Isn't that priceless but **** it I lost track of my purpose and I'm done feeling worthless. Yeah and I don't want to miss out on the important things, like meeting the right woman and finding her the perfect ring.

But my demons have caught up to me, so it's up for me to get myself free. Am I ready for that, because I've been in darkness so long that it has become my habitat. I'm such a hypocrite because I go to church on Sunday, then I steal something on Monday, **** in an artifact on Wednesday, eat till I throw up on Thursday, swear at God on Friday, ******* on Saturday, and then ask for forgiveness again on Sunday. Need to break free, need to see that if I don't move past this there won't be much life left for me. Day after day, night after night, can't stay so I guess I got to fight. One step forward, one step back, got to continue going forward and try not to slack. Have you ever wondered what it would be to not be? Have you ever wanted to see what others can't see? Well I tell ya, it's a gift but it feels like hell brah. Had visions, had dreams, had a six sense, and the things I've seen would make some scream. Seeing the end of humanity, seeing relatives I've never met, man some people call that insanity. I've seen demons, I've seen angels, and can't remember if I read this **** in the parables. Maybe I'm just overwhelmed, or maybe I'm just being condemned. Maybe I never got over playing pretend, or maybe God did not intend to create me and if he did then maybe he should've chose someone else instead. Struggling with these voices in my head, and I'm an adult now but I still feel as fragile as a little kid. Maybe I should go off the grid, because what's the point if my whole life has already been decided.Yeah and just sitting beside myself because I can't even recognize myself. Stuck in stagnation, **** maybe it's time I take a vacation to get away from all this frustration. Need to get my life right, because I'm so stressed that I can't even sleep at night. Just need to pull myself together because I know eventually it will get better. I accept I'm not a saint but I refuse to be bait, and I will take measures to make sure that my heart doesn't fill with hate.(38)

Classy J Jun 2017

Story of the afflicted

In and out of consciousness, for sin has clouded my mental inbox and I continue to do it in hopes of finding happiness. For life needs to change its diaper as it's filled with a ****** mess, so I forget it by smoking ces. High riding on the clouds, because I'm all a ******* up and I already know I'll never make my family proud. At night I cut my wrists, yet I can't even find help when I go to church and get supposed redemption from the priests. Have no money and I have no time, and if there is a God let me tell you this ***** not funny and please give me a sign. I got an offer to be set for life if I join the gangs, and I can't lie that I like the thought of being revered as a king. I have a dream though but as I grow older that dream is becoming a stranger that I don't know. Oh come on Johnny it'll be fun to shoot your adversity with a tommy gun. No please leave me alone, and you know it's bad when you can't run for support from your parents or even feel safe in your own home.

Then the day came where I drank 5 six packs from my parents fridge, and wrote my final goodbye before I jumped off a bridge. I got a call last night and I couldn't believe my ears, for my best friend is now dead which concluded my biggest fears. **** man why would you do that, for everything may have been pretty ****** up but we was a team when we were going through all that. Outlaws and blood brothers, but when you did what you did-did you even think about the effects on others? We gone through similar journeys, but we I believed we had the ability to move past all that scrutiny. Guess I was wrong, and all I can do is have these memories of you and feel sad when I hear the radio play your favourite song. You said no one would care, but when I went to you're funeral lots of people were there. If only you could see this, and as scream and cry in the corner the happy moments is what I try to reminisce. For life isn't all bliss but if you blink it is something you will miss. This is the story of Johnny which is just one of many that are dealing with afflictions, but I wrote this story to help those who are also struggling or dealing with addictions.

Classy J Jun 2017

In Lust

People aren't in love they just stuck in lust(x3). People only want each other's bodies, carnal desires got them desperate so they be doing things like putting ruffies and **** in girls drinks of Bacardi. Where did love go, where did love go? Because it ain't here with messing around with all these scanks, gold diggers and hoes. Lust got the men looking for a girl who is thin got a big **** and bust, so caught up in their build a fantasy Barbie doll that they didnt realize or care that any genuine love was lost. At what cost will we go for that distorted dream? Because this **** is fake we was created to be partners, but people today aren't prepared to play as a team. The only team people want is to tag team some *****, and it's all fun and games till you get that *** itch. But some still don't care so they still ****, bringing with them some bad luck to others that they slide a couple bucks.

Man this **** got me saying people aren't in love they just stuck in lust(x3) Where is love oh god where is love? Can get away with ****** or **** if before hand you put on a white glove! Doesn't fit so it wasn't me responsible for this ****! I'm clean as this white glove, and I'm as innocent as a dove. Going and doing this **** again and again, going back to the ways of pagans. It's all about getting laid, and going from each girl like they are no more than an amusement park ride. Then they be throwing shade on virgins because they ain't gotten laid, because it's so imperative for street cred might as well be giving medals or badges for the more you be giving head. That's not right, that's not right but we don't see it because we lost our sight, lost our sight. Alright, alright, alright let's get ourselves right and get away from this devious plight. Because we don't love we just stuck in lust. That right I said we don't love because we just stuck in lust. One more time say it with me now, we don't love because we stuck in lust. Now to the girls I know this world can be a whirlwind, a whirlwind.

It's all about revealing more and more and no one is there to defend you in this distorted land. If a man doesn't appreciate you from the start he doesn't deserve to hold a piece of your heart. Where are the real men who will take a stand? Who is willing to lend a hand and draw a line in the sand? Because it can be dangerous for a woman to be out late at night, as she has to watch out for perverts which is not right? Why is that ok? When did that become ok? Why can't it be safe for women like it is for a man I'm just saying that it's wrong that women are looked at as prey. I just shake my head in dismay, but ignore me and continue making objectifying movies like fifty shades of grey. Because people don't want to hear this but they need to hear this so that there can be some justice! We don't love man, because we so stuck lust(x3)

Classy J May 2017

Embracing The Absurd

Wickedly Waco classically gaudy ******, thee future class coming at you with lyrics so perfecto. Que pasa me llamo es que, me llamo es como, me llamo es Classy J ese. No me es no Español, I'm just classically gaudy and I drank a lot of alcohol. This is no ordinary cypher, and no hidden messages in my raps to decipher. It's just real **** that anyone can roll with, and I here to become such a legend that a million years from now I become a myth. No ***** to give, and I'm not here to apologize or forgive as I'm here to live. Life is cruel yeah that is the rule I learned, and you don't just get respect as it has to be earned. It's a dog eat dog mentality, and im still sticking to the excuse of being a victim of this reality.

Self righteous self involved and self indulged, so selfish but thats just humanity for you but at the same time we feel like we can judge others but we hate to be judged. The things that make me go hmm, but Im also human so that means I'm also part Baffoon. Sometimes I want to hide in a cocoon or fly away to cancun. Trying to be successful in ruin, just an outcast like aloy I have to find my path and surpass the proving. Not many believe in me, but as long as a few do that's all that matters to me. Only got so much life to live, so I have to make the most of it and put in as much passion in my music because I want to be proud of the product I give. Striving to get bigger, and I'm building up a movement that no one can hinder. Longing to know where truth lies, because all I can see right now are true lies. Half hearted promises be ******* with my emotions, because I'm so caught up in all this ******* commotion. Losing love for people, losing love for myself, losing sight of the sequel because I'm so caught up with the constant thoughts of killing myself.

Depressed and stressed and I'm not sure how much more I can be pressed. My uncle recently committed suicide, and that made me see how much pain it's gives others and made me see it from their side. Angry and confused, wondering why or how and what made him do what he did and sometimes those feelings can't be ever diffused. The pain of life sometimes feels unbearable but I have to keep reading them parables. Maybe I'm hysterical confiding in the pages of the bible because sometimes you have to try turning over the tables. What's my prognosis doc? Well it says here your precocious and need to focus on what you want because you cant make it appear with hoccus poccus this is real life you have to walk the walk. I don't follow the flock because I'm not like other folks that keep looking at the clock and confine themselves in little cults. I'm embracing the worlds absurdity, and i am a ****** absolutely but yet truly also a brutal hard hitting squanchy anomaly. Going on a journey for Szechwan sauce, and buy a cake from the cake boss. Because why not? If nothing really matters why should I do a melancholy job until I rot? I just want to be something else isn't that something else to strive to be unlike everyone else. So if you're like me come along on this classically gaudy ride, because why should unique misunderstood ******* have to hide?

Classy J May 2017

Off the Grid

Don't know what people see in me, for I live my life vicariously. I'm as hypocritical as the Pharisees, but people can't get enough of my blasphemy. As dark and twisted as alchemy, but at the same an enigma that doesn't give a **** about his salary. As long as I pay those bills, as long as I keep it real and as long as I make it over that hill. This is real ******* rap yeah not that wanna be Taylor made **** that is really is just stuff you got from the gap. Yeah my **** is the cream of the crop, because it's real ******* hip hop. So bring on the special vintage scotch because it's time to celebrate because the future class is top notch. Yeah classy j what more do I have to say besides I hope I influenced you or made your day. Tip of the hat, not a big fan of cats, ruined my 64 console and till this day im still not over that.

I know that it didn't intend to but oh sorry no excuses when you wrecked my Nintendo. Wish I had a bulldog because they are so cute and ugly and lazy now that's my type of dog. Sorry went off topic, but my mind is like a tangled web or rubics cube so **** it. I hope it's evident that I'm eloquent but also subsequently prominent with puzzlement and pinch of classically gaudy fundaments. Got a primate mindset to ******* in some playmates. But I'm still broke so I just stick to **** my jerky while snorting some coke. So delusional from smacking **** that is medicinal.Isn't it typical how hypocritical that I'm as blind as Saul but now I'm a new man and changed my name to Paul. Now I'm steadfast and ready to surpass and trespass all these typecast rappers that won't last and if you don't believe me check the forecast.

Classy j broadcasting live from the greatest country alive. This just in, hip-hop just got its flow revived, for the under rated second coming goat has finally arrived. Going on a pursuit for happiness, because I haven't found it yet and every time i do it comes the same way it came instantaneous. I don't want to die without making my mark, and I don't want to go out until I discover the light in a world so dark. I want to see this worlds beauty, and maybe find a soul mate who is also classy. Before I do I must clue in with who I am, because if I don't deal with mine now how can I deal with another's, because I want it to last and not have to cry in a corner screaming gosh ****. Got to be patient even if I don't find it till I'm ancient. Got to believe in the big guys plan, and when it comes to love I'm a traditional man. I'll ask for the fathers blessing but if I don't get it well he won't be invited to the wedding. Oh I didn't mean to offend my friend, right.. **** that **** don't waste time on mending relationships so when I say it's the end it's the end. Don't come again, don't want to hear you bargain, not going to downgrade myself to your style of jargon. Keeping up? Good just want to be reassured that you haven't misunderstood my obscured hood laboured bars that just occurred. Amid my off grid message I hope you continue to support me, because if you're a true fan you know I don't do this **** carefree.

Classy J Apr 2017

Blurred lines

Blurred lines confined between dulled rhymes, yet I got one stone and a sling shot and I'll use it to take out the big rich bird. Blurred ideals and morals, for we lost touch with reality because yawl feel offended and I just think you're petty tantrum is so adorable. It's time for us to grow up, because you ******* are making me sick so give me a sec to throw up. Poor you dealing with first world problems, so selfish and entitled like ******* are you serious gosh ****. Blurred minds thinking you'll only be excepted if you fake who you are, and blurred thinking that says you'll only be cool if you have a fancy car. Blurred perceptions and expectations that wants a man or woman to look a certain way, but if you just accept that we are made from flesh not plastic and with that said **** the media and society. You are beautiful without make up, for their is no need to cake up your face and play dress up. No need to body shame, and there is no need to call other people names. Be a star don't be a bully, for we have all been through **** man so I don't give a **** what you're reason for doing it you still should just say sorry.

**** man I get it, but it's time to overcome it and not let it make you quit. Blurred lines of over indulgent minds, so helpless without material things that they freak out and attack you man these ******* need belts to their behinds. Blurred lines in terms of being a parent because it's apparent that some people grew up without parents or with horrible parents. Again though I repeat it's time to let offence and anger leave, because you best believe that you'll be not better than your oppressors and I hope you are listening to this message and it has been received. Blurred lines in terms of relationships, this worlds pressures us to have *** right away and with whoever but if you want something intimate then you have to look at relationships as a partnership. It takes time to develop trust, and it takes times to clear out your issues so when you're in relationship it sets up a confidence boost.

Because *** is great but so are drugs, but there will come a day where that begins to fade and it doesn't even feel good anymore to give yourself a quick rub or tug. What are you trying to shove down, what are you trying to cope with and why can't you seem to smile but can only seem to frown? Buying this or that, for it isn't coming with you in the afterlife so try thinking about that. Classy j you're being brutally honest, well yeah I want to make sure you have a wide view from a mountain instead of letting you stay blinded in the forest. Its time to focus on where the line is, it's time to build boundaries and do some inner analysis. Become a rebel don't become a mindless robot, and continue to be strong don't become feeble and let someone else be the pilot. I refuse to be a zombie or some sheep, I refuse to be a wannabe, but I will accept a faithful leap. A leap into the unknown as a unknown and come out of it changed and grown. For life does change you but it's a good thing that I'm already a strange dude with a talented range.

Classy J Mar 2017

P.N.W.***

Straight outta the E-town underground, yeah you gotta do what yah gotta do to be found. Out for blood so you best guard your neck, for it's a dog eat dog world and I'm willing to whatever I can to get another check. Money runs everything, for you can't be anything if you got nothing. I earned this ****, and I'm not going to lose this **** because If I did I would probably lose my ****. Don't hate me for being brown, and stop trying to drag me down. Going out like John wick, yeah I'm about to do some sick tricks with guns popping off some stupid *****. Should not mess with me, for I'll come out of nowhere because like john cena you won't be able to see me. Not one to sleep around, because I'm looking for my other half and I don't want to carry around past regrets or wounds.

I know life ain't no fairytale but I want a love like tom hanks and meg ryan in the movie you got mail. ***** I ain't gay, and I'm no hick that you may find down by the bay. I'm a poet and I won't stop it, for I want something real rather than a hit it then quit it. In health and sickness, in poverty or wealth, in horridness or goodness. For ever I commit, for my love for you is too legit to quit. Never doubt or worry, not going to fold what I was dealt and I know sometimes it'll feel like a long shot to make up after a argument but we'll make it like steph curry. But anyways back to saying **** you want to hear, but **** it I'm done thinking sideways and being influenced by my peers. I don't sell out or buy in, for I'm out of my cell and ready to put all my chips in.

Life is a gamble, so either you can rise to your potential or stay on the ground and continue to be trampled. As much as violence is senseless sometimes it's the only way to solve things to keep on the illusion of happiness. People **** people, so how can we have a better sequel when we continue what our ancestors did because life is supposed to move forward not stay in some paradoxical prequel. Am I mental for be ethical? Am I truly gentle or am I just a boiling kettle? Proud of being different, and I'm not to say it loud and make it apparent. Classy but no wishy washy, yet I'm also Gaudy but not ******. Hastily with emergency I spit honestly gracefully and tastefully because it just one of my special qualities. Not to shabby how crafty and classy I be, for I'm on a verbal assault so best not **** with me.

Paging the future class people are catching up so best hit the gas. 3,2,1 blast off, raise the mast, to be unsurpassed so bravo squad please confirm that we have lift off. Yes in deed I took off, going off like a Molotov yeah I'm life is an adventure so best explore it like Laura Croft. Got the 8-ball rolling, so join along with me don't be a thot and don't be scared what life will be unfolding. Gotta have an appetite for destruction, because before you reconstruct society you got to fix its corrupted dysfunctional delusion. Watch your approach to this danger, because things will become stranger. But if it ain't ruff it would be to easy, and life isn't ever supposed to be breezy. Check your chin and make sure your looking straight, don't overdo it because we are as fragile as plates. You got to be a dope man just as long as you don't get caught up in the dope man. If you get asked to run 100 miles run 100 more, because you got to stay humble yet dedicated to the core. Never be afraid to express yourself, and if you get depressed don't let lies enter your mind that say to **** yourself. There will always be good, bad and ugly and there will be times where you takes hits as if you were playing rugby