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Cj Jul 2019
When I heard the news
I was so happy
I was cured of the blues
I am finally able to see you
We get to do so much
Together
I’m so excited
To see you
After all this time
Of waiting
Cj Jun 2019
The black night sky
Filled with stars
Up so high
A planet is seen from afar

a distant void
engulfing everything
in its reach
I don’t know. It’s 1:00am rn and I’m listening to billie eilish soo.
Cj Jun 2019
You saved me
You kept me close
You raised me
You took me in
You feed me
You were there for me
You gave me a family
You gave me life
You helped me with school
You made me who I am today

You are my savior
Thanks mom n dad
Cj Jun 2019
I wish I was you
I envy you
Your talent
Your gift
Your amazing voice
Your fame
I wish I was you
I wanna meet billie eilish so bad
Cj Jun 2019
Thousands of miles away
And finally
I may get to see you again

Thousands of miles away
And finally
I may get to hug you again

Thousands of miles away
And finally
I may get to talk to you again

Thousands of miles away
And finally
I may get to laugh with you again


Finally
Cj Jun 2019
You
You ruined me
You messed with me
You almost killed me
You tried to hide me
You stole my family
You didn’t care for me
You ruined me
Cj May 2019
No one ever asks
Are YOU ok
And when they do
I put on a mask
I hide my true feelings
To make them happy
To make it go away
They don’t see through it

They complain about their problems
They think they have it bad
But they don’t know true pain
They don’t understand
They don’t know how good they have it
They don’t know the pain they cause

They don’t know true sadness
They don’t know true pain

I put on a mask
I hide true self
I hide my flaws
I try to be perfect
I try to be average
I try to be like everyone else

I have no talents
I can’t do anything
I have no talents

I hear everyone getting compliments
I hear how everyone has it perfect
I act like I have it perfect
But they don’t see the mask I’m wearing

I don’t complain about how bad I have it
I just hide
I hide my pain
I hide my true self
I hide my flaws

I don’t have fun
I don’t have fun doing what I love
I can’t do what I love
I’m bad at everything

I wait for another like me
While I watch others with someone like them

I wait for me person to come
I wait for my “true love”
While I watch everyone else
With their love

I put on a mask
Acting like I’m happy
Acting like everyone else
Acting like I don’t hear them talking about me
Acting like their comment don’t hurt
Acting happy

While everyone else has it perfect
True happiness
What does that mean
Will I ever have it
Or will I just always wear a mask

I wear it to hide myself
To make everyone happy
Because they won’t worry about me
But why would they
  


•happiness•



<sadness>



They just dont understand my pain.
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