We bonded
they fought
I tattled
She never told

You dont appreciate someone
until they are gone
and you are never to see them again

I loved her
did she love me
so many small things
that mean so much more
when they are gone
never to be seen again
except in pictures

if only there was just even one day they could come back
and we could spend time
and figure out why
and find out if she di- does love me

it's so hard to know
someone that is gone
it never gets better
always a hole in your heart
anyone who says it gets better
is lying

if what happens on October 31- to November 2 really happens
then i hope i can see her
if only i could've known
that the last time that i saw her
was the very last time i ever would see her

itll never get better
forever there will be a whole in my heart

for anyone who loses someone
im sorry
but it will never ever get better

School
A place where people learn
School
A place where people make friends
School
A place where people get bullied
School
A place where people have the most stress
School
A place where people have anxiety attacks
School
A place that pays teachers way too less
School
A place that teaches the wrong info
School
A place to learn

As I drown in a pool of tears
I wish for it to get better
I wonder if I should fear
What’s after life
As I remeber what I didn’t get to do
The pool gets bigger
And I still wish
For it to get better
They try to pull me out
But it dosent work
And I’m left to die in my doubts
An angel so beautiful comes
And I think that it’ll save me
But I was so dumb
And it forces me to stay under
The angle of Death
And as I ride over my dead body
I realize there’s somebody
I can finally find
And so I do
And we are once reunited
By death

If only I could have said good bye
Face to face
And hugged her one last  time