Blisters on my fingers
From the torment
You've put me through.
Cruel is your soul
Mouth full of foulness
Stone cold heart
That has frozen me in place.
Never anything nice to say
Always blame and criticize
Hypocritical to your own lies.
I'm part of your slavery
Subjected to your self-righteousness
Less than a dog
Not having my own kennel.
I wished for an angel
They sent me a faulty product
Or maybe the fault is in me
Not knowing how to use you.
Yes, that must be it
It's been happening repeatedly
I'm not good enough
I need to stop complaining
And be satisfied
With what i'm given
Because that's all i'm worth.

To catch your breath
Sheath it on my back
Take you to a ****** journey
Fill your lungs with the pigment of our enemies
When you whisper in the breeze
Muffled sounds of their crying bodies
Falling one by one
Only distant memories
Haunting.

Operational exhaustion
Inability to reason
Their faces along with the families
Visiting my dreams whenever i sleep
Thousand-yard stare
Victim of the infinite warfare
Unrecognizable to the close ones.

Tragedies from the past
Never meant to last
Injuries remained on the outside
Inside full of holes
Gravely wounded, subject to death
Living by a miracle
An unwanted life
Burdened with the weight of uncountable feelings
That didn't find their peace
Endlessly wandering through the soul stream.