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Silver Heinsaar Aug 2018
Who holds the bottle when she's troubled
Getting over her lost lover
It doesn't matter, she's not a keeper
You'd do better finding another
One without a child and a list of men gone through the bed
It doesn't matter that she looks like a model
Underneath her dyed hair is a dried skin you can't cover with a bouquet of flowers.

However, that's not your concern
You're a psychopath and that's just a way to pass time
To toy with her emotions, to break what's been broken
So she may never feel whole again
So she may never fill the hole in her heart
And that's your part in her life
That's what you've designed
Are you satisfied?
Silver Heinsaar Aug 2018
Thoughtless pry, the vicious mind beneath their shy figure
It tells a story about youth and curiosity, an unfortunate act within serious incident
It's a playground with castles made of gold, or so it appears under the mold that has taken appearance of something frightening for a bare eye to witness, that upon closer exposure will **** up your fortune inside those walls
It's a tall order from the middle to the bottom, sinking deeper as you go, and when you realize being rooted, the struggle will be futile, damages are irreversible
And like your coin, the soul is cremated alongside, to the pages of history where you'll be forgotten, only to be taken as an empty chest that once contained a treasure.
Silver Heinsaar Jul 2018
If i die today, don't remember me as a friend or someone you knew, remember me as someone who never got into platinum, who was cursed by the solo queue, his team never knew what to do.
Top lane feeding as if trying to fix the world hunger, middle crying for blue, behind the creep score by thirty two.
Guys, it's only been ten minutes, why's our jungler away from keyboard and this attack damage carry, you mean vladimir? Yeah, they know what's meta, that's why they're building into titanic hydra.
No but really, i might die today, i got ligma in my left eye.
Well, just a dentist appointment but what's the ******* difference.
Silver Heinsaar Jul 2018
Blood-soaked underwear, garments of my demon self
Disgusted by the smell, dwelling deep where no one dares
To come forward, to take a step
To seek the horrors just to scar yourself
On behalf of me, with a little bit of sanity still remaining
I'll send out a warning, a report of catastrophe saying that i'm getting near
The unholy abomination, seeker of the ******
Carrying disease and curses with words that echo
Dreadful sight hovers across those who lost the fight
Those who no longer have a will to continue their life.
Silver Heinsaar Jun 2018
Restless pillow
Out of covers
Struggle to keep intact
Feathers and dust
Color like rust
Soaking and shaking
Awake... mistakenly.

Wall so heavy
Inability to change
Direction where it's facing
Collapsing...
There's no stop
Rubble and crust
Blown away to decay.

Consuming bubbles
Soap in the eyes
Master of disguise
Liquefies...
Back at the start
With no finish in sight
Silver Heinsaar Jun 2018
Sudden betrayal painting the scenery
Sandstorm out of nowhere
Winds are stronger, pointed at direction
Where least expected
Molding a new structure
A disaster
Work of an expert
Learned from experience not some textbook
Life's lesson often seen as strict mother
Fake emotions masked behind words like care and protect
Ready us up
For worse to come
No, it doesn't work like that
Issues which we shouldn't get used to
Coming from who you thought had loved you
Insecurities make you strong apparently
A fine parenting
I see how to survive, how to deceive
But tell me
Why do i feel so empty.
Silver Heinsaar Jun 2018
Bird seeds, playing violin
Bleeding through my nose
Breathing where it goes, who knows
Where she took her pose
Holding up a white rose
Like a birthday boy, eating candles off the table
They knew we weren't stable
In no condition to be self sufficient
Threw us out like Hansel and Gretel
Their uncle Peter, never seen them
Heart broke down because you reap but did not grow
Call it a loan, a borrowing
Something you didn't even own
Pushed into morrow but didn't live through to see
What your actions were causing
To these poor kids who may never be who they once were
And before you ask,
Well don't
You'll never know.
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