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Silver Heinsaar May 2017
Today's the day that marks another year
Marks the arrival of my soul
To the body you've given me this time
On these sacred grounds of a god
You've given me birth
You've cursed me with what we call a life
Thank you, mother
I shall pass on your legacy
To the unfortunate ones.
Silver Heinsaar May 2017
Reminiscing about the past, gazing at the stars
The skies are vast, they used to be ours
What was your reason, why did you leave
I call it a treason, I couldn't agree
I'm going out to find you
Had my doubts but already knew
The harsh reality, disposed from options
Fated to orbit around poor assumptions.

Searching for answers, I'm seeking truth
Out of chances, at the peak of my youth
Time elapsed, forever wandering
Everything collapsed, I want to give in
Stripped bare, left naked
No one cares, I've been forsaken
They don't know I exist
No matter how I may persist.

Eternally drifting through the space
Trying to find my moment and place
Running out of oxygen
I need help, is anyone out there?
But future has nothing, there is nobody
Don't pretend, just let it end.

The things i sought, they were too bright
It's what i thought til i met my light
Ascending towards the trusted one
But the closer i get
I'm welcomed by the sun, brimful with regret
Lifeless expressions, constant crashes
A mistaken impression turned into ashes.
Silver Heinsaar Apr 2017
Footsteps...
Someone’s walking.
It's me but where am i and why am i walking?
I don’t know but that’s not important.
Important...
Wait, let me think.
Birds are singing and trees are shaking but there’s no sound.
The road splits into two – right and up.
Questions, shows the right way.
Answers, shows the way up.
Without thinking i walk straight forward, destination unknown.
My thoughts are distracted, upset by
...Something.

Environmental change, absurdity.
Instead of grass my feet are touching metal.
Railroad...
In the emptiness but emptiness is seeming.
Train...
No, but i’m sure that something passed by.
Lots of them.
Like rats from a sinking ship
...Escaping?

A mass of fog in my direction.
In that mass there’s an object.
It’s a cube with a window, isolated inside.
One bed and nothing else
... I’m tired.
Daylight turns into a gloomy night.
I find myself beneath the bed.
Consciousness says it’s safe here.
I’m not alone anymore, they're not talking.
Complete blackout.
Only now i remember that
...I forgot.
Air becomes cool because the window is open.
Day arrives but It’s still dark under the bed.
The person next to me
...Right, they're dead.
Others did this.
Substance starts fading away, along with the fog and them.
Leaving behind a blade of grass.
A sign of a valuable lesson.

Desert...
No, probably just a dream.
A camel, breathing and moving.
I wonder what you're thinking about, do you think at all?
All alone like myself.
Do you want to be friends?
Silence means agreement, right?
I can't recall where i came from so i'll follow you
Beginning, shows the way ahead
...Beginning of what?
The creature beside me disappears.
I wonder if they were real or just my imagination.

Starting point isn’t the same anymore.
Winter has taken over this forest.
I’ve never seen so much white.
It’s hard to see through the snowfall
...I’m not cold.
I walk in my old footprints but when did i make those?
The trail divides again but this time the way up displays "understand."
I choose to go right.

Building, with a smoke coming from its chimney.
Knock on the door, the door opens.
I smell food but no one's here.
Letter on the table in an unfamiliar language to me.
I recognize that label, i know that handwriting.
I can swear it’s mine but when and why.
Failing to seek explanation, i leave.
As i step out of the house i see a sign that reads "smile."

Time passes but i’m still the same.
Nothing's new, only seasons have changed.
An early spring, stunningly beautiful which I've never seen.
That bud i saw a moment ago has already bloomed.
If you pay close attention, you can hear birds in the distance, flying
...Home.

Bright light, a glade?
Seemingly limitless passage in the woods.
You can see activity on the other side.
It’s blurry but still
...Someone’s there.
You can spell "world" on the doorway.
A word that can cause endless thoughts, a word full of good and bad.
Fear? No, just cautiousness.
You shouldn’t come in without consideration.
I take a seat in front of the access and observe how the life progresses
...It's not my time to enter.
Silver Heinsaar Apr 2017
I had a dream
And i had a wish
It was an idea
But we agreed on it
We dealt with problems
We encouraged each other
Until the day
I was betrayed
Now you look troubled
Am i just a bother?

Your face turned pale
Something had changed
That's when you told me
You're still not ready
Not ready to take my name
Nor ready to leave your grave.

I couldn't accept it
I was enraged
I dug you out
I dragged you home
Just you and me
Forever now.

Why aren't you smiling
You should be happy
Why aren't you moving
You should love me
You're just like the rest
Nothing more than a pest
So i'll put you to rest
That's for the best.

I pulled you close
I patted your head
And then i realized
You were already dead
Oh well, i said
I didn't care.
Silver Heinsaar Apr 2017
The sins of our children shall be on your shoulders
You will bear to be the witness of their crimes
To take their lives will be your burden
Make a coffin from their rotting bodies
Take their skulls and place them around a circle
In the circle you shall draw the symbol of our lord.

Sacrifice two more children as a tribute
The children of your own blood
The children of a filthy *****
Bury them inside the gore
You will dine from their flesh until only bones are left
Then bring your wife and nail her to the floor
Take a spear and pierce her womb
The womb which brought threat to your kind
The womb of the antichrist.

You shall eliminate her very existence
Burn her remains to prevent the satan from revival
Scatter her ashes across the ritual
Pray for them and for their evil
Let our father have mercy.

To make amends of your own errors
Castrate the source of your manhood
Poison it with the feces of your enemies
Make an offering to the ignorant non believers
Hang yourself in front of their gates
Show your dedication to our savior
Prove your loyalty to reunite with your family
God loves you, my son.
Silver Heinsaar Apr 2017
Hate is a word that describes us best
I'm grateful you've taught me how to make an use of it
How else would i know how to express myself
How would i let them know how much i despise you
How would they know how much pain you've caused
And all the promises that were made, then broken
The list goes on.

Really, i thank you
The hate between us has made me realize
You've made me stronger, you've filled me with hate
I need more, i can't get enough of it
Hatred is a blessing that the world needs to know about
Hate is needed for us to exist
Hate is upon us, no one resist
Without hate we wouldn't have wars
And wars are needed
To keep the population in check
To keep the money flowing
To keep us from losing sanity
Hate is a cure for everything.

Love is another thing that i hate
Love is the name of the game we played
But love is just another word for hate
You never really know which one is played
Or if you're the one who's being played with
And with that said, what is true?
All i know for sure is how much i love you.
Silver Heinsaar Apr 2017
My lust, my desire
Your resistance is futile
Bow down to your queen
Let my ******* begin.

I'll tie you up
I'll blind your vision
Stay still my lover
You're in for a ride
Let me see what you're hiding
Let us have some fun.

The wheel is mine
It's time to steer it
Our road is bumpy
But try to bear with me.

I'll push my nails through your skin
I'll leave a mark to what i own
You beg for mercy
My excitement grows.

I slip my tongue in your mouth
To stop your cries for help
For every sound you make
Prepare for punishment and pain
Hold on a little longer
The downpour is near.

You're like a volcano
Waiting to erupt
My teeth in your neck
Calm down, i'm not ready yet
Few more curves
And now i'm set.

Heavy rain, i'm soaking wet
I remove your binds, our eyes have met
I whisper in your ear
The pleasure was mine
I change the gear
As i **** you dry.
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