go on.

starve yourself.

as if you're not already hungry for something your flesh cannot touch.

go on.

starve yourself.

as if you have not already lost enough.

go on.

starve yourself.

as if your ego is more important than your soul.

In life, we as humans usually take things for granted. We’re so used to having something or someone, and we’re such confident, oblivious creatures that we think they’ll always be there or that nothing will be ripped away from us in .02 seconds. We always say, “Oh, that only happens to other people, that’ll never happen to me.” Life has imminent ways of challenging us, our psyches, and how well we are able to react and deal with stress, pain, and hardship. Life is actually pretty funny; one day or week or maybe even a month, everything will seem perfect, normal, great… and then BAM. Literally everything you could possibly think of just goes wrong, downhill, absolutely down the drain. We get our hopes up and life lets us down each and every ******* time.

Teal is one of the swirling colors slow dancing in the eyes of a boy that will never love me.

Flickering dim lightbulb mockingly,
Withers and dies ever gracefully.
Fathers verses and mothers eyes,
Empty "I love you's", at least you tried.

I lost my heart with my head in the skies,
These days dreams die short lived, just like mayflies.

What you don't understand is that *** and love should be together
You want *** for the pleasure of it, not the love of the other person
It's self centered that way, defeating the purpose of its creation
So no, I will not have *** with you just for fun, just for you
Because I am not in love with you, nor are you in love with me