YOU WANT TO KEEP YOUR OPTIONS OPEN AND I DON'T BLAME YOU
I WOULDN'T CHOOSE ME EITHER

Three weeks ago you were saying "you're so amazing, I can't wait to be your boyfriend"
After our first date you said "I think we should wait to be in an actual relationship, get to know each other better"
But all you've gotten to know about me is my body
Will you ever ******* want me?

I'M BREAKING MY OWN HEART AGAIN

THAT NIGHT REPLAYS OVER AND OVER IN MY HEAD
I FELL VICTIM, PREY IN YOUR BED
WRAPPED IN LUST AND ECSTACY,
CRAVING LOVE AND AFFECTION
BUT IS THIS ENOUGH?
I CAN'T STAND THE THOUGHT OF YOU WITH SOMEONE ELSE
YOU SAID I WAS ALWAYS WELCOME
BUT AM I THE ONLY ONE YOU'RE LAYING WITH?

ONCE YOU'VE BEEN IN THE DARK, YOU APPRECIATE EVERYTHING THAT IS LIGHT

I MISS YOU BUT I'LL NEVER ******* TELL YOU
I'M TOO PRIDEFUL TO EVER SHOW YOU I WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU