Usnu koi fark ni peya hona
Mere vichdne Naal
Kyuki ohnu pyaar ta main kita c

Menu *** feel hunda
Ki me kinna hurt kita he thuhanu
Aj oh sab mere naal ** reha

Missing u badly heena ji
Na tadpao please ena
Ki me kuj galt kr jawa

Galti bhawe meri c
Ya teri
Par rishta ta apna c
Jo khtam ** gea
@ @
!  !

Its only a gap
And belive me
I will be back

5 waje hoye ne
Gurdwara sahib betha ha
And ro reha ha
Tere lai ro reh ha

Ik war haal chal
Ta puch sakdi he!
Ya tuci samj lea
Ki me mar gea ha
U de lai?

Je mar gea ha ta
Ik wari das dao
Ki mar gea tu mere lai

Hanju hole hoge bhara lagge hasna,
Loki saare haal puchde,
Ohne puchya ee nahi,
Jihnu asi dasna,

Jaanda siyara saada dil kamzor e,
Mausam taan ohiyo par akh teri hor e,
Sheesha ghurda si..
Sheesha ghurda si chhad ditta takna,
Loki saare haal puchde,
Ohne pucheya ee nahi,
Jihnu asi dasna,

Bina gallon mud gaye on,
Mudke ni takyea,
Maan Maan aakhda sain,
Maan vi ni rakheya,
Koi sikhe saathon..
Koi sikhe saathon bina gallon jachna,
Loki saare haal puchde,
Ohne pucheya ee nahi,
Jihnu asi dasna,
Loki saare haal puchde,

Loka nu ta
Maut mardi,
Saanu maar lea
Saahan ne

Thanks sister,
Kal raat dubara sapne de wich aan nai
Kher is baar tuci menu pehchanea nai
Menu dekhea tak nai
Jiwe sab kuj bhul gaye howo tuci
Kher me fer bi kush c
Ki tuci ta dikh gaye.

Sister, bhawe kade na bulao menu
Kade dekho tak na
Bus mere to mera hak
Na khona,
Me dekhna chanda ha u nu

Sara kam
Nibad gea
Te kal nu viah he
Te
Meri fati hoi a
*** ikala
A room wich
Te ro reha ha
Hate my self

Sajna Ve~ Das Kahton
Aaj Kahton Sajna Haasse
Khossh Ge Ve Bullan Toon
Khamb La Ke Bhro Bi odh Ge
Isqe de Phullan Toon
Painde Ne Wapas Karne
Karze Ni Payara de
Chithe Jad Rabb Kholo Ga
Hisse Jo Yaaran De
Lekhe PE Jaane Dene
Ohde Fir Saare Ni
Mitran Ne Totde Vekhe
Arshaa Toon Taare Ni
Mitran Ne Totde Vekhe
Arshaa Toon Taare Ni...


Badlaan Da Banea Dhooan
Suraj Tak Saddea Ni
Chann Ohda Hor Kise de
Kothe Ja Chaddea Ni(26 feb-2018)
Enha Vi Maan Jawani
Kar Na Tun Naare Ni
Mitran Ne Tutde Vekhe
Arshaa Toon Taare Ni
Mitran Ne Totde Vekhe


Wahla Si Isqe jo Karyea
Sachia Ni Neeta Cho
Ban Ke *** Lafaj Dulu Ga
Baatha Ve Geeta Cho
Gallan C Jo Vi Krian
Gallan Reh Jaan Giaan
Gallan Cho Hisse Ayian
Peedan Bas Haan Diaan
Kehdi Okaat No Labh Di
Firdi Motiyaare Ni
Mitran Ne Totde Vekhe
Arshaa Toon Taare Ni

We were both a little less
Than a whole
And
I think that’s why we started
Taking pieces that weren’t ours
To take

Jaan jandi si jinu jande hoye dekh ke
Ajj unu kise hor naal jande dekh reha ha

I seriously hate my self, ****.
Fatdi he meri, tenu kisi hor naal soch ke
Tenu bilkul bi andaza nai
Ki beetdi he
Kinni fatdi he
Ki kuj karn nu dil krda

Tadap reha ha
Gor bi tadapda rahunga
Par tenu dekhan nai aaunga

Miss kr reha ha
Miss karda bi rahunga
Par tenu miln nai anda

Saliye ki keha c
Kuj kar lAyegi, je me koi gal kiti
Ena bi bura nai c me

Ro reha ha tenu dekhan lai
Ro reha ha tenu milN de lai
Par sala tere wal nu per chakan di himmat nai hundi

Yaar ena bi mada nai c me
Ik war dasea ta hunda

Gaalan bi nai lad sakda tenu ta
Ki milju menu gaalan kad ke

Sachi dasa. 5 waj rahe ne
Tera hi sapna aya hoea c
Bus ehi ik jariya reha gea he
Tenu dekhan da te tenu milan da

Par pata sapne wich bi tu
Beganea **** mildi he
Na gal kardi he
Na hi mildi he
Bus sirf dikhai dindi he

Hate u kudiye

I am trying to keep
You out of my head,
But it is not
Working.

As long as I don’t die,
This is gonna be
A hell of story.

To the GIRL I have
Loved and lost,
Thank you for helping
Me find
MYSELF!

Aj fer rona a gea
jado kharar wicho di langea me
kado tak rahu yaad teri mere naal
ehi soch sochh ke din langi jande ne

Years ago
We stayed up till
3 am talking,
And today
I don’t even know
How to say hi,

Rabb dekh reha he sab
Hisab hou ik din
Pakka hou

Manea ke tere didaar de ***
Me layak nahi reha,
Par tu meri rooh dekh
Te tu mera intezaar dekh

Bhul gaye birthday?

Missing u a lot.
Har jagah u nu miss krda ha.

Parso accident ** gea c gaddi da
Te shukar a ki bacha ** gea
Deiver side da door tut gea
Byke wale ake waje sidhe.
Una de satta wajiya kafi

I
Used
To
Build
Dreams
About
You!!!

I don’t deserve
To be
In your
Memories.

Yaar kyu leni deni kiti hoi meri
kar la ik waar gal please.
peri penda tere.
samj ja yaar, mere to sachi sehan nai hunda eh sab
menu ik bari keh de ki menu bhul ja
me sachio bhul jau
but ewe ***** latka ke na ja

had a yaar, ik bari sirf ik bari bol de.
me sachi kade tang nai kru.

We met
We talked
We fought
We laughed
We loved
We shared pain
We kissed each other souls
We again fought
we again cried
we left each other

Maybe, someday or next birth
we will meet, Hey princess, I promise.

I will be back soon.

I stopped writing.
Not because I fell out of love with it...
My emotions just seemed to disappear.

I started a new medication.
The doctor said it would help my panic disorder, and it did.
I took that pill, like my mother talks to God (every morning).

When I went back to the doctor she said we had to up the dosage because apparently having 2 panic attacks a week still isn't okay.
I told her that when I woke up this morning I got out of bed without crying, but she didn't consider that as much of a victory as I did.

When I was put on a higher dosage, my emotions shut down.
After a few weeks I stopped crying, my OCD got better, my panic attacks were gone, and I could even to my office without my heart trying to win a race against my thoughts.

I could breathe.

But, I also stopped having fun.
I felt like a stranger in my own body.
My emotions found the exit on the plane and jumped, never to be found again.

Since when did being able to breathe require me to feel like this?

Udo t bada kendi c ki me viah ni krwana 1 saal
Tere to baad wich viah hou mera
Ta *** kyu mere to oehla munda lab lea?
Kyu viah krwaya mere to pehla?

Ki mere naali jyada pyar karn lag *** he us nu?

Marea ja reha ha
tenu ik waar
dekhan de lai

sab pase tenu labda ha
har choore wali wicho tenu
dekhan di koshish krda ha
ki shyad kite tuci ta nai

par ik jidd *** meri bi he
mar jawanga
par tere ware kade pata
nai krunga

*** sab kuj us te chad dita me.

kasoor c mera
me manda ha
but meri bi condition nu
samjan di koshish karo

mere naal jyada galt
mera time c us time.

Badi lambi khamoshi se gujra hu
kisi se kuch kehne ki koshish me

Bade lambe dard se gujra hu
kisi se lipat ke rone ki koshish me

Oh **, khan saab.
Laga lea khan naam de naal.
Mubarka meri sister nu.
Veera bolea c na menu
Koi na, veere di dua bi le lao

Meri koshish hamesha hi
Bekar *** he
Pehla tenu paan di
Te ***
Tenu bhulAn di

Kade roea nai c me
Par tere gusse ne
Sala kinni waar ruwa dita

Sala viah bi ** gea
Chahe tera chahe mera
Par sala sachi kuj bi changa nai lagda
Juthi kushi rakhni pendi a
Dil wich hi te bulla te bi

Kyu tang kita hoea yaar
jad *** chad hi *** he
ta nikal bi ja mere dimag wicho
mere dil wicho
ewe kyu baar baar aake dimag khrab kar rahi
me bilkul bi concentrate nai kr pa reha apne business te
har time ohi purania gallan chli ja rahiya mind wich
jad *** chad ke ja chuki he
ta apnia yaadan bi le ja
menu ni chahidia eh yaadan
metho ni roea janda sala daily daily
Please. yaad ana band kar
me last time badi okhi recovery kiti c
etki nai ** rahi recovery
please koi dua kari ki menu tu yaad na awe.
hell bani hoi life.

Asi ta ji apne dil nu
halka karn de lai likhde a
nai ta
jis te hanjua da koi asar nai hoea
sade likhe lafja da ki asar hou.

Menu pata ki tuci menu
Hamesha gakt samjna he
Aj tak bi ta galt hi samjea he
Te age bi galt samjna
Bus thuahnu ehi lagda ki tuci sahi te me galt
Me shyd u di expectations te khara na utrea howa

But ik gal he jina me u nu oyar kita kade kisi nu nai kita

But me apne aap nu hor hurt nai kr sakda
Metho eh pain seh nai hunda
Te me is cheez cho bahar niklna chanda
Aj to no sad song
Na hi thuhadi profile dekhni
Na hi purania emails padnia

Me aj tak apni email id delete nai c kiti, noonelikeme  wali
But aj oh bi delete kr deni
Me apni purania conversation read nai krna chanda

Bus heena jjad tuci move on ** sakde
Ta me bi ** jana
Me apnia ids actiavte kr laiya
Te whatapp bi chAla lea

Me *** thoda ksuh hona he

Bye heena ji
Will miss u till my last breath

That night I was all
Alone, wiping my own
Tears off, again and again.

Me sach dasa
Kuj likhna nai c chanda
But aj rukea ni ja reha
Jis din da reliance wich dekhea he
Mann bada bechen ** rakhea he
Ohi halat dubara ** rahe
Jis to me apne aap nu kad reha

Tuci bade patle lag rahe c, jiwe kamjor ** gaye howo.

Menu yakeen nai c ** reha ki tuci hi **.
Me seriously rab to dua mang reha c ki ik wari dikh jawe nd tuci dikh gaye. No doubt pehla bi dua krda ha. But us din dua ne kam kita.

Metho control nai c ** reha.
Samj nai c a reha ki kara.
Us din second time me apna hath marea c wall te. Nd mass fatt gea c mere hath da.
Me apni wife nu keha ki gir gea c.
First time udo marea c jado tuci first time roye c. Jis din tuci menu first time call krke bulaya c gurdwara sahib de samne.
Us time hath bach gea c but is time mass fatt gea,

Sorry disturb kita.
Koshish krunga ki dubara kuj na likha.

It is the living
That kills us

In the war of
EGO
You know who wins?
The LOSER

I am still longing
For you.
I am home sick
For your hug.

Kuj me maadda
Kuj mera time maadda

*** ta majajan ban ***
Aho *** gharwala jo mil
Gea

Asi ta ewe hi time khrab kita
Sadi wari ta sala ik status bi update ni c hunda

Dawai *** naal teria hichkia
Nai katan waliya.
Je ilaaz chandi he ta
Meri maut di dua karea kar kudiye.

I hold
You
Always
Within
ME

Roi ja reha he kuch dina to
Pata nai ki he jo roi ja reha ha
Kuch nikal gea he mere hath wicho
Kuch kho chukea ha me apnis kismat wicho

Yakeen na kar sakea me apni himmat te
Kiti hundi us time ta aj he nobat na hundi
Sochda si kucj jyada hi ghardea

Tere viah wale din
Roea me sara din
Teri shugraat wale din
Roya me sari raat

tenu kyu peni *** k

Kadar de layak na rahi ***
meri

Manda ha galti c meri
Par tetho wadd ke pyar kita bi ta kisnu

Akha wich he paani
Dil wich he ik chees jahi

Kiwe pawanga mud ke *** tenu
Ehi soch wich nikal jandi raat meri

Yaar bus kr
Kyu ena tang kita

Aap ta sali nazare le rahi
Te meri zindagi khrab kiti hoi
Bus kar, kyu aai ja rahi mind wich baar baar
Sonde hoye nu ta zee *** de
Kato kat sapnea wich ta na aa
Maar lai tuci meri
Keho jahi baddua diti he menu?

Ya rabba mehar kari

Manea ki sab kuj paa launga
Me apni zindagi wich,
Par oh tera mehndi lagea hath
Kade mera nai ** sakda

I know you are strong hearted
Or you may be broken deep inside but
My love has the power to make
Your heart melt again, for me.