Crying at midnight
While remembring
Those memories is
Obe of the hardest thing.

Viah ta ** gea
But feel nai ayi viah di
Kite bi kuj bi feel ni hoea
Exited naam di koi cheez nai c
Bus viah ** gea
Sala har jagah u nu miss kr reha c

Missing u badly

Badky missing u yaar.
Ewe kyu ayi jande sapne wich
Swer de 5 waje hoye.
Ewe neend khrab krti

You say you are not going anywhere,
You tell me you will not leave,
Yet, when I look for you, you are not there.
Without you, there is only me.
I miss us.

We have shared good times and bad.
We have spent so many hours together.
Each day you are not here, makes me sad.
I ask myself, where are you? All I see is me.
I miss us.

We have shared hopes and dreams,
We have shared our hearts and our souls.
We have shared our thoughts and schemes
Here I am all alone.
I miss us.

Will you return one day?
This I do not know.
I fear you have forever gone away.
I miss us.

There is no more laughter, no more dreams
There are no more hopes, no more future.
There is only me.
I miss us.

Whether it was
My mistake your yours
But it was our relation.

aj 45 din ** jane tere viah nu
Mubarka ji viah dia
meri sister nu.

Bahut bahut mubarka sister.

and he looked at the moon,
hoping she might be
looking at it
at the same time.

Hate you.

On some nights, even moon cried
Listening to my stories.

Missing u badly

I want to
Move on.

But movin on means forgetting
And
I’m not ready to
Let you go.

Missing u

Mere kol ta sirf teriya
Yaadan ne.
Jindagi ta usnu mubarak howe
Kisde kol tu he

Tu akhan ta band kr
Me tere kol hi aa
Bus tu menu mehsus kar.

Wese kade sochea c tu
Ki mulakat ewe bi ** sakdi he?

Kal jinni meri fati me das nai sakda
Ik
Passe kush bi c, ki badi mushkil naal dekhen nu milea thuhanu.
And dusre paase fati hoi c
Yaar na aawo please
Me sachi bahut okha control kr reha ha
Apne aap nu track te lekema reha ha
Tuci soch bi nai sakde meri kya halat Si aj
Nai samj sakde tuci
2:24 am 15aug

Mere to nafrat karni he
Te eni nafrat kri
Ki jado me mara
Te teri jubana te iko gal awe
Ki “changa hoea mar gea”

Nafrat he
Keha na nafrat he
Nafrat he te bus nafrat he
Ik baar nafrat he
Do baar nafray he
Tin baar nafrat he
Hazar bar nafrat he
Lakh baar nafrat he
N+1 bar nafrat he
Bus nafrat hi nafrat he
Hor das kinni bar kaha ki nafrat he
Jinni bar keha c ki tere naal
“Pyar he”
Bus uni baar nafrat he

Nafrat kardi he na mere naal?
Ta sun,
*** nafrat is tarah kari
Ki jis din me mara
Tere tere muh bus ehi nikle
Ki “shukar he marea sala”

Me *** shraab peen lage gea ha
Te kal me thodi ji smack bi try kiti c
Hukka ta normal ji gal
** *** ***

Sala kinna badal gea me.
Par sach kaha
Eh sab nasha karke
Teri yaad bilkul nai aandi

I will never tell her,
How much I cried that day.

ik gal te dass mainu
Jo zehan ch hai mere
Ohne mattha chumeya pehlaan
Yaa hath chumme tere

tere bullan di tareef pakka
Keeti honi ae
Tere jisam te nishani koi
Ditti honi ae
Haaye kujh taan hoya ae
Dona de dassde chehre
Ohne mattha chumeya pehlan
Yaa hath chumme tere

** mainu supne aunde rehnde aa
Ohde te tere ni
Ohnu seene te sulaavein
Tu har raat-henere ni
Mera chehra nai ghummda
Tere ohdon char chufere
Ohne mattha chumeya pehlan
Yaa hath chumme tere

Preet waangu pyar oss ton
Zaahir nahin hona
Paise wala taan hona ae
Par shaayar nahin hona

Ohde naal lai layi tu
Main maut naal lai loon phere

Stop missing people
Who
Don’t even waste a
Second
Thinking about
YOU!!!

One day
I will be the
Man
That you need me
To be.

After all of this pain
If there is a heart left to give
It is yours

Kal sade wich badi discussion hoi
Thuhade bare
Usne bada kuj puchea u bare
Nd she was comapring u with herself

Me sach nai c bol sakda
Ta me kuj juth bolea
Te kuj sach

Heena ji me divorce de sakda ha
Ik wari ha kro
Nd she can easily accept it

Pata tenu?
Tenu main roj milda ha
Ehna wark
Akhar akhar hoke
Te utarda rehnda ha
Teri chup nu
Eiu hi roz
Ik kawit janamdi he

Eni brave ** gaye ** gaye **?
Ya *** fark hi koi ni penda?
Ya fer dikhana nai chande?
Ya mere mare da bi koi fark nai pena?

Ki gal, ene pathar dil ** gaye **?

Me mar jawa
Tenu meri koi khabar na lage,
Tu menu labdi rAhe
Te tenu meri qabar na mile

jisda milna qismat wich nai hunda,
Soh lage
Ude naal mohabat kamaal di hundi a

Tuci ta so gaye hone kado de
Te me ethe jaag reha ha
Thuhade bare soch reha ha
Apne moments bare soch reha ha
Kiwe hoea sab
Te ki banu agge
Sab kuch flashback ban gea he

I am hating my self
More
Day by day

3:18 AM
Yaadan teriyan da
ghera ajj pe gea
raat lang ***
munda bas
karwatan badalda reh gea.

Yaar ki he,
Jaruri nai jo me kit ohi tuci kro mere naal
Rab da wasta heena ji. Karlo gal
Theek a me nai hega kabil
Me nAi gal karan de kayak
Manea ki life bardbard kar diti thuhadi
Par meri bi koi sukhi nai chal rahi
Tuci fer bi mere nAlo jyada hi kush hone
Metho nai ** pa reha
Rah da wasta ik wari gal krke khtam kr sab kuj

Hazaar shikwe or kai
Dino ki berukhi,
Unki ek jhalak or sab
Rafa-dafa

Hate u

Aj chithi khulni he
Te mera mann ghabrea pea he
Yaar kyu eni jaldi viah krwaya tuci
Bhenchod ki agg lagi hoi c
Ruk nai c sakde
Sala zindagi bhar lai booj ** gea mann te

I regret the end.

The way we couldn’t
leave one another
Without wounds!

The way we made
It seems as if
All the love we shared
Was wasted time!

Missing u

Do you know what is the biggest poision?
It’s “regret”

Thuhadi yaad khai ja rahi menu andro di
Me wife naal
Hoke bi usde naal nai
Me u bare sochi janda
Ap dowa de moments yaad ande
doaba de moments yaad a jande

Pata nai kiwe sakoon milu menu

U da address pata krna koi waddi gal nai
Bus me pata nai krna chanda
Me nai chanda tuci hor dukh jhalo mere krke
Pehla hi bade made time wicho nikle ** mere krke
Te *** mera time he us time wicho niklan da
Waheguru kre me nikal
Jawa is time wicho

Roi na je yaad meri aayi ve
Khush rahi akhan na bhar aayi ve

Hoya ki je tu methon door ** gaya
Supna dohan da chooron choor ** gaya
** tere naal rahu meri parchayi ve

Roi na je yaad meri aayi ve
Khush rahi akhan na bhar aayi ve

Acha me dasna ta bhul hi gea
Me depression di medicine le reha ha kuj days to, local dr to.

And aj tuci name
Change kita he na.

Ta *** gal
Suno meri,
Me bahut jal lea, me bahut tadap lea.
*** thyhadi bari he.
*** wekho ki krda me
Bina kuj kahe
Bina bole
Kiwe ruwanda ha thuhanu

Samj nai anda
Maut jyada okhi he
Ya
Zindagi

Thanks heena ji
Supne de wich aan lai
Menu ghut ke haffi paan
Lai
Menu seene de naal naal
Lag ke ron den lai

Bahut bahut thanks sapne wich aan lai
Sala sakoon ja mil gea hug krke

Sawer de 5 baj gaye ne
Te menu neend nai a rahi
Ki kar ke
Rakh dita he menu tuci?
Ediya badua mangiya hoiya mere lai?
Ki mera jeena hi mushkil
** jawe?

Na hi neend a rahi
Na hi dimag wicho khyal ja rahe
Uljan ***** fasea hoea ha me

Me aj shohre ghar ja reha c
11 march nu thuhadi insta profile
Da screenshot lea c
Te aj gharwali ne oh dekh lea
Te aj badi ladai hoi
Me mana reha usnu
But oh nai man rahi
Viah to
Pehla bi 2 baar sadi behas hoi he thuhade
Krke
But etki oh bahut naraz he
M nu ji samj a reha me ki kara

You will search for me,
In every person you are with.
But darling you know what?
I won’t be FOUND!!

Usually I don’t miss you,

But today, I am dying to see you

Teri yaad naalo changi
Ta meri shraab he
Jedi rulaan to baad
Menu sulaa bi dandi he

And thanks again, aj fer tuci sapne wich aye mere

Gal ta koi nai hoi sadi
But tera deddaar hi bathera he mere lai
Thanks again sister

You don’t have to write
Anything for
ME...
I read your silence
Better!!!

*** labeo na menu
ki me siwea nu chala
das aakhri salaam tenu
bheja ke na bheja

It’s ok to cry,
The sky does it
Too...

Vihaon chlea ha
Teri sokan nu

Sometime I think
What is the value of
Mine
In your life

Just wondering!

Sometime nights sleeping forever attracts me