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Chalsey Wilder Mar 2017
Some people don't realize they've had a good thing till it's gone.
Some people don't know they have a bad thing so long as it stays.
Chalsey Wilder Mar 2017
It just comes natural to me
To submit to a Dom
You're gentle with your roughness
Eat up all my wetness
Since you caused it
You can't tease me and expect me not to want it
You can't tease me and expect me to not be *****
Your thirst, I can never satisfy
Even when you eat my soul out of me
You still crave to eat more
To drink more
To do it all night
And all morning
Girl, don't you ever get tired?
It just comes natural to me
To  submit to a Dom
You're gentle with your roughness
You're smart with your toughness
I love me a woman in control❤
Chalsey Wilder Mar 2017
I got off easy
I realized the consequences were so little, it could be nothing
If I wanted it to
It can easily never have happened,
If I wanted it to
I could easily get rid of this confusion
I know myself
Myself could never understand
But I understand this,
*You only exist when I want you to
At least it's easy.
Chalsey Wilder Mar 2017
I wished this
I wished that
I regret I let my tongue get caught by the cat
I regret I saw all the red flags
And ignored it
I've taken responsibility for that
I didn't make you do any of those things
I can't take responsibility for your acts
It took two
If only I wasn't the other half
At least it never got that bad
I know I'm slightly hypocritical
Because
I'll still laugh at these ******* who choose to spread their own legs yet find every excuse to blame everyone else but themselves
I can't say I'm perfect
Cause there's no such thing
At least I can say, I'm better
I can't hold my tongue any longer
**IT MAY TAKE TWO BUT IT ONLY TAKES ONE TO WALK AWAY FROM THE CONSEQUENCES
If you don't want the consequences and the other person does or doesn't want them or care then it's YOUR job to walk away and YOUR choice to actually do it.

*Of course when you only think about yourself that is where the stupidest choices are made*
Chalsey Wilder Mar 2017
Today, you turn 13
13 years of living
Yay Ashanti,
You've made it another year cancer free
Let the rest of your life be disease free
Happy birthday little sister
Here's your present, now stop annoying me
Lol. My sister's birthday is soon
Chalsey Wilder Mar 2017
Forgiving myself was the hardest of all.
I forgive me.
Sometimes it's harder to forgive yourself
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