There's books behind my eyelids
And stories on my tongue
You look at me unlike any other
Like you can see galaxy's underneath my skin
Mark this as a new beginning
You're my new found confidence
My light in the dark
My chaotic mess in this dark abyss
And I barely even know you yet.

Mental states deteriorate
My cursed tongue only speaks lies
Nicotine buzz hits
But I still can't seem to give a ****
Menthols make my lungs bleed
But oh how I bleed from everything
And I bleed feelings unlike you
Whom bleeds colors
I'm sorry those who had to witness this but don't linger on long
Take my body to the stars

The cats got there tongue until you mutter that the cat got your wrist they release a sigh of relief even though the truth rambles on in your brain.

Sober days to ****** up nights
Hidden behind periwinkle skies
Unreal realizations strike
"Is anything real?" It seems not so
All that is known is twinkling stars that make up the universe just like your closest friends make up you
Lonely all alone sitting in the middle of the road he passed as a ghost to you many months ago but now he is more alive inside your mind? Or only in your dreams it seems. Filling holes with fillers that taste really bitter. Trickling down my throat taking me to worlds unknown.