Every night, lying awake, staring at the ceiling.
Pretending that things will get better.
Pretending that it will pass.
Empty even now. When I should be happy.
When the problem has been resolved, and the feeling still remains, more problems are revealed.
What can I do to change it.
I know sitting here will do me no good.
Does writing these even help?
Has my escape been corrupted?
Does anyone even care?
Sounding pathetic, as usual.
The only thing you're good at is feeling sorry for yourself.
Why don't you just do us all a favour and ...
Surely there was more to you than that. Has the soul left you?
Has the essence of what made you gone to a far away land.
Does it call to you?
Do you want to join it?
Who are you? Really. Look at yourself. Make up your mind. Living in a constant cycle of disappointment, unfulfillment, and misery is no way to live.
Just stop talking
Just stop trying to make others relate
Just stop typing