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126 · Aug 2019
Self induced dread
Cameron Aug 2019
It seems the madness has truly intertwined with my soul.
My face is no longer my own.
My persona is out in full force.
Each day I question my own reason for being.
My own reason for living.

My mind is a maze I can no longer traverse alone.
I often get lost in those grand hallways of my cruel imagination,
and I fear that soon I may get led astray and never find my way back.

What is this feeling?

This painful longing.

This imposing dread.

This endless terror.

.

I am afraid.

So very afraid.

I do not know what to do.

Sometimes I feel as if I am not even human.

I cry, but no tears fall from my face.

I weep, but no sound leaves my mouth.

What is this feeling?

What have I become, but a walking carcass where a man once was.

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123 · Oct 2018
I lost
Cameron Oct 2018
Well it looks like what was there got the better of me

I tried to put up a fight.. at least I think I did.

Now i'm in a realm of uncertainty.

Atleast I knew what was there before and had time to prepare.

But now

I'm once again lost

Hoping I don't spiral back down.
120 · Feb 2019
Untitled
Cameron Feb 2019
I'm rotting Father,
don't you see?
Can't you see the life fading away?
I think I'm dying Father.
Not long now till I'm gone for good.
113 · Mar 2019
Untitled
Cameron Mar 2019
As the river flows by
I stop to look in your eyes.
I see a life
worth living.
112 · Feb 2019
Untitled
Cameron Feb 2019
Life is beauty and pain
Either side can overwhelm us.
We must find balance within our selves to give us the strength to bear the burden of our own conscience.
108 · Nov 2022
Untitled
Cameron Nov 2022
A head lies empty,
Nothing put to waste,
A body lies broken,
Put you in your place,
The soul is devoured,
The divine is debased.
106 · May 2021
Home Again, Without You
Cameron May 2021
Two lovers in each other's arms,
The warm embrace and the steady flow of music invites them to dance.
They stand in the empty hall where no one is watching as the band plays loudly.
He looks into her eyes, and she into his.

They each feel a love with limitless potential. A flower that could blossom over a thousand lifetimes and never waver in its beauty.
But as the music plays, the sound begins to echo in the distance, the lights dim, and the room shrinks.

Before his eyes, her hair turns gray, wrinkles line her face as she appears to shrivel before him.
Although his mind is aware of what is happening, his body sways rhythmically to the sound of music without falter. Tears stream from his face as he too begins to recede. His joints buckle, his back arches and his bones grow weak and heavy.

He leans back as his love begins to float away with the remains of the music on the wind. The stream of tears only grows stronger as he's transported into a drab beige room. The ballroom he was in a moment ago is no more. The music is gone, and around him people he does not know.

He looks down and see's his wrinkled flesh collapsed in a dull brown chair, and at the other people in the room who look upon him with fierce sadness in their eyes.
75 · Jul 2023
Vengeance
Cameron Jul 2023
The rush comes quickly,
It lingers and fades and returns once more,
The eternal knocking drowning thought and good deeds,
Leaving only star-crossed shards to drift into oblivion,
And a great well brimming with fire.

— The End —