there's always a sun shining somewhere

And written there
Plain as day
Across your face
With such dismay
The dissappointment
Frustration
Anger and grief
In the lack of a smile
And flash of your teeth
It's not all better
Atleast not today
Addiction won't stop
It won't ever go away

It crawls through you
Nestling deep inside
Chipping away at your will
Gnawing through your mind
You erupt with anger
Frustration bubbles in your core
You can’t stand it
You can’t stand anything anymore
Because it’s always a struggle
Always a half beaten fight
It’s the constant lull of anxiety
The never ending fright
You’re living but you’re dying
Forever in between
Neither one or the other
A half living being

For all the thoughts I once thought
There were certainly thoughts I thought not
Thoughts I never fought
Thoughts not forgot
And for all the thoughts I never thought there were the thoughts that I thought
Thoughts that I fought
Thoughts now forgot
Were they worth it?
I think not