It wasn't even a week
One day
Two days
Three days
Four days and now you're the happiest you've been
Did you forget about the 601 days 22 hours 7 minutes and 14 seconds?
Did you forget what we shared?
Or did I imagine it?
Who knows
Maybe you didn't love me
But I love you
Yesterday
Today
Tomorrow
Forever

I can't do it
I can't fight them
I can't continue a war
Which I was born to lose
I can't just submit
I can't handle all this mayhem
I can't continue to spar
And deal with this abuse
But you can't argue with your parents
Even when they weren't there till 5
Said you're a waste of space
Given you many reason to die
And the means to try
8 times
Because they will say
They are the parents
So they can do what they want
And I'm are forced to stay
Because I'm are the kid
I don't know what's right and wrong
I'm not ready for the "real world"
So I dream of the day when I can leave
And the day when I never come back
But sadly
I still have
1 year
101 days
18 hours
57 minutes
40 seconds
Left
In
Hell

2017 for me was unforgettable
And it was practically indescribable
But yet not in a good way
I lost friends day by day
I lost someone I loved
Someone who taught me to see past the mud
However those I put on a shelf
Because in 2017 I lost myself
I lost touch with reality
I felt like there was no gravity
But yet there was a light at the end of the tunnel
I found someone amazingly beautiful
I found someone who to me means world
I found someone who I cannot bore
Someone who showed me myself
She gave me reasons to want to cope
She I realize is my hope

I see the sea
And you see the sea
So we see the sea
But does the sea see the sea
Does the sea see the sea like we see the sea
Or does the sea see the see in a secret way
Would the sea see the sea as we see ourselves
Or does the sea see us as we see each other
But how would the sea see us as we see someone else
When we see someone else in a special way
Not two single things see someone the same way
So how do we see someone else
Do we see someone as we secretly seek to see ourselves
Or do we see something in someone we shutout
So we don't see something similar in ourselves
Somehow we still see some people separately
When sometimes what we see is inseparable
So maybe somehow the sea sees someone
As someone they are supposed to seem
Someone they are supposed to be
Maybe we are all wrong
And just maybe the
Sea sees us
Separate but
Special

There is a spark to every flame that we make
A beautiful flower grows for every seed we plant
Stars are made from only two different elements
One tiny ripple can start a wave
A phoenix is born from ashes
But these are small
Because a smile
Can save
Lives

Sometimes we think we know people
But when it boils down to it
People are people
So we must decide what to permit
Why do we give up
Why do we give in
Why do we begin
When it might break up
Is it because we are human
Is it because we are people
But the answer will eternally be hidden
Because people will only ever be people