I let you go,
I thought it was right.
Now I’m alone,
Missing you at night.

I wish I’d stayed,
Fought for us more.
Your memory stays—
I’m still at that door.

I think I loved you too much,
Gave you all of me, every touch.
I smothered you in every way,
Afraid you’d ever drift away.

I see it now, the mess I made—
The fear, the fights, the endless chase.
I know I wasn’t perfect, true—
I let my ego shadow you.

There was a hope you’d see it all—
The mess I made was just for you.
The mess I’ve become, a twisted plea,
Because you were everything,
Everything to me.

You were the world I wouldn’t lose,
A light I couldn’t help but choose.
I know it’s wrong, but it’s still true—
The mess I’ve made is all for you.

My heart was heavy, full of ache,
A silent storm I couldn’t shake.
Though sadness wrapped me like a shroud,
I chose the path that’s not too loud.

It wasn’t good for you or me,
But good for all we couldn’t see.
A sacrifice, a quiet grace—
To give us both a healing space.

Though love has gone, I’m not undone,
The hardest choice was also the one.
For sometimes love must fade away,
To let the world find its own way.

Nothing grand, no story told,
Just quiet moments, soft and old.
When you first learned my name,
A hidden joy began to flame.

Not so special, but somehow bright,
You kept me happy for a while, just right.

A gentle smile, a fleeting glance,
A small, sweet spark, a quiet dance.
Though it faded, still I smile,
Remembering you, my first crush’s while.

Fate gently played its hand,
And gave us to the days—
The days that kept us apart.
But I quietly hope someday,
Fate will bring us close again,
And the days will softly witness our love.