As tears run down her face,
she realized she's made a mistake.
An utter suffocation,
she's trying to hold on.
But the pain,
the pain's to strong.
The bloods running down her wrist
Her eyes are going shut
but she's trying to hold on
while voices in her head are saying something is going wrong.
She doesn't know where she is or even why she did it.
It started with a razor and a few little cuts.
But became addictive and she cut to much.
Now she's laying on her bed,
wishing she could go back.
As the world disappears and everything goes black.

She is long gone,
Didn't you see,
See the way she looked at the ground,
The way she always frowned,
She is long gone,
Didn't you see,
Where her wrist look like bars,
Where her thighs look like a picture,
Where her sides look like a war,
She is long gone,
Didn't you see,
The way she cried herself to sleep,
The way she did a fake smile,
Then glance at the ground,
Didn't you see,
She is long gone,
Didn't you see the way she begs for help,
Didn't you care?
Well you didn't see soon enough,
Because She is long gone,
And as in she I mean *me

Out of all the girls,
She be the hottest,
Like the way she brake down,
I see you girl,
When she looking at me,
Yeah, she got my attention.

She paints a pretty picture
But all of the ink has run red
This picture is of a ****** battle
That is going on inside her head

She paints a pretty picture
Of a girl in a dress and heels
The mirror shows a skeleton
But still she skips another meal

She paints a pretty picture
But nobody has seen it yet
It is of a shiny razor
That makes her sleeves red and wet

She paints a pretty picture
Of an angel in the sky
That didn't see the point of life
And now they all whisper "suicide"

Now I paint a pretty picture
It's all in black and white
Our memories and childhood dreams
Still I wonder why she took her life

remember this

Her eyes so beautiful,
Just like the sea,
But that wasn't all,
Behind those,
The tears fall,
Secrets no one,
At all could know,
Scars that are hidden,
Deep down,
If you look,
At the girl I am,
It's not really me..
The monster inside is attacking me,
No one sees,
The girl that I could really be..

The day you told me how you feel,
I felt as if it was meant to be,
Because I liked you too.
As each day pass,
my feelings for you grew.
It is clear to see,
How my heart races with time
when you're with me.
Then I realized,
love is beautiful.
Always looking forward,
To spend our days together,
Filling it with sweet memories,
For our little hearts to remember.
But deep inside,
I knew our days together will soon end.
With tears on my pillow,
I would count the time we have left.
Sometimes I stop to think,
How it would be like.
Not having you beside me,
Just kills me inside.
But whatever happens to us,
I will never forget.
You are my first,
And I have no regrets.
Ending this with a short prayer,
And hoping we will never part.
My feelings for you are said
In four letters, two words,
And in the middle,
A heart.

I ♥ you

You went into the office
expecting the great news,
that your baby was secure
growing in your womb.
You didn't hear the heartbeat
and you didn't feel it move,
you ended up getting
the worst unexpected news.
Your child is in heaven
a angel in the sky,
filled with joy and laughter
growing as time goes by.
Your life will go on
the tears will come and go,
only time now
will heal your broken soul

Who am I no one really knows
when I try to get close they ask to many questions
so I put up a mask up of lies, and hurt
hoping no one will see through my phony disguise

because no one knows I cry myself to sleep at night
hoping wishing someone will free me from my curse
I try to talk to friends but they don't understand
all except one

it's like she knows about my mask of sorrow
she see's through the lies and helps me when I'm hurt
I think she knows but I'm not really sure
but until she frees me

I put my mask on hoping one day she'll take it off me
but until then we're taking it one step at a time
together hand in hand

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The pain that I feel so deep inside,
The hurt, the shame, and all the lies.
People that I live with thought they would be the people that I love,
With the hate, the anger, the yelling, the teasing, and the madness.
The more that I cry, the more I think there is no love.
When I go to school they always talk about me,
When I come home that's not where I want to be.
Sometimes I feel I don't want to be in this world,
If someone shot me I wonder how they would feel,
Happy, mad, or pretend that they are sad.
The pain that I feel so deep inside,
The hurt, the shame, and all the lies.
Wondering did you ever care.
Would you ever care.,
When its too late because I'm gone?
And you can't use me any longer?

Ill be back,
In like a hour or two,
I'm going to go for,

a "walk"