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j.
i know i was all that you wanted,
but i'm not what you need.
all i do is cause pain,
all i do is drag heartbreak with me wherever i go.
i blocked you and removed you from everything,
because truthfully i can't bare to see you anymore.
looking at you reminds me of everything i've ever done, not just the pain i've brought onto you, but everything.
i left you because i want you to move on.
i want you to forget about me.
i want you to let me go.
i want you to know that i will always remember you.
we were always meant to end up right here,
saying goodbye.
when i first met you,
everything went from black and white to the most vivid colors.
you taught me how to love,
and you said you would love me forever.
you said you wanted to grow old with me,
but you didn't even make it to my eighteenth birthday.
i always thought that no one would ever be able to love you better than i loved you.
i gave you my all,
but maybe my all still wasn't enough for you.
truthfully,
she can love you better than i ever could've.
i was wrong,
and for that,
i'm sorry.
you made her promise to never do it again,
but she couldn't help it.
she tried to keep her word,
but it was her only friend.
you say you like the pain,
because you think you deserve it.

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