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72 · Jul 2020
The Distance
Jennifer McCurry Jul 2020
In your mind
And in your breath
Find me  
I beg of your impenetrable walls  
To crumble and come  
Down  
  
My God....
down and all around me..  
    
I'd love to hear you  
lying and next to me  
    
Make me a believer    
    
I might believe    
    
Pant my name right out loud  
In singular high  
And sweetness    
It might ease your tongue    
And stroke into it  
    
I know that I would....  
    
I wish that i could  
    
I would for you  
    
I would find that place in me  
Where my name    
On your tongue could reach  
Death's bed beaches  
And propel them to the shore  
Slamming waves  
Eroding rocks
and ungodly placement  
    
And over...  
Over, over  
    
Over.  
    
But a lifetime more than  
geology between us  
More than an ocean could stand  
without parting  
Much more than I had thought to  
place willingly    
    
Even still    
My longing turns readily    
And responds wildly    
To even the thought of it  
    
Asking more of the archer in me    
Than my pull can possibly bring  
I feel the need to draw the bow    
Intensely    
    
But Christ the intensity  
    
It is...  
Intense  
    
Too much    
Too far  
To pull that mark  
And unable to hit?    
    
Once more...  
    
I withdraw
Jennifer McCurry Jul 2020
See the lizard with the walking stick
An absurd rhythm  
It applies to a scurried gate
For fashion it would suit him
Only if he were made
A hat band  
For my houndstooth fedora
  
The green flash
And blue feather
Would bring out my eye
  
I eye him  
With a curiosity
And enough desire now
To make his skinny neck gulp
  
A new bejiggity  
Gitter up and go
Now see him drop the stick
He fast approaches frantic
And also drops his tail
  
The fine neon stripe  
Of tail had done him much less damage  
Than the stick
Both attempts at vanity
Utter failures in the end
  
I pick them up both
Twirling one on my left finger
One on my right
See the stick
She matches my fine shoes
See the neon flash of tail
Now curling from my pocket?  
  
Don’t his tail make the perfect  
Company for the green in my eye?
67 · Jun 2020
Hillbilly Music
Jennifer McCurry Jun 2020
It is dawn over these summer hills. The blue skirts of fog billow and lift and show their knees.    
The water below caps white tipped and nips blue grey with the heads of big fish.        
Pink dawn shows her lovely face.        
She smiles a covenant with centuries of great pride.      
    
Her arms hold a tale of the people, who were my Grandfathers, and my Mother’s own.        
They were my Uncles and the children that rose from them.        
They had ***** faces and broken backs. They owned mules and hounds that knew the way home.      
    
And I am here.        
And I am made breathless by the scene and reminder of it.      
I hear hillbilly music.    
  
The instrumental keeps my people in mind and balances the world.      
Keeping trouble distant, but a part of me.      
Its efforts place compassion in my palm.      
Hands with gentleness like mine strum.      
They pat on knees hard times broken by laughter and happy families.  
    
The sweet mandolin plays amazing grace with harmony sung by women in rags.        
And they brush my hair back softly from my face. And ask me to show it.        
And grin that my fingers are not blistered. And that my arms are not leathered by sun.      
    
And they hum a new song, about my journey, and about my son.        
The melody becomes words of my own and I miss him like heartbreak, but hold it dear.        
One day soon... I will show him this view.        
From a bridge that spreads the morning before you, like a kind woman holding a photograph.
Jennifer McCurry Jul 2020
In forested moonlight        
Scattered pale blues            
And caught the flank of a midnight            
Black            
            
And there was gripped            
For a brutal moment            
The wild of the beast            
Then shot fear and thundering pound       into the Earth            
Where it was absorbed and held            
For a Mothers arms are always willing      
        
It was heard in the beasts hit of hooves   And in its eyes like a drowning pool            
the question Why            
            
But no answer was given            
Though she lamented            
Its Mother only shook her head            
soft smile passing from knowing  
mouth    
In utter juxtapose from feelings felt            
            
The beast slowed its pace            
As confusion touched apathy            
It harbored its clip            
Its shoulders shrugging            
Dawning its harness as the sun rose ready            
            
And daylight saw Man's dominion            
It rose and gave over to a gentler master
the fate of the wild
in Woman's hands            
And though quite capable            
she was sadly so            
In all her certainty            
She was very sad to watch the wild go
54 · Jun 2020
The Swallowed Clock
Jennifer McCurry Jun 2020
There was a time
When the ticking went slowly
And by and by
It funneled and dropped
Into the glass
With soft curves
Around it to cup and hold

The flute bent
Inward between it
And up with
Chrystaline delicacy aye

See through it clearly
Though it would fog
As if an imperfect stone

As if it’s imperfection
Time and the rest of it
Would shatter the glass
From high pitched
Stir crazy
A ****** scream aye

Have gathered it up
And spooned it
And swallowed
The black berry

Have drank a fine mix
Of the sand turned finely powdered
Sugar and the bite
With apothecary talent
Combined and swished aye

Spit the sand to the killing floor
Keeping the rest
Keeping the stain on my lip
To kiss and ******
To earn the fondling
To trample the dead
With fairy feet aye

Have tip toed a magic
And dark wing
Have nurtured fantasy
But it never took aye

Have wept onto the hot forehead
Of the lost boy
And pressed my fingers to his cheek
To feel for fever
With no real grasp of any cure
For the Peter Pan lust
And watery pools
Shining his eye

I must remain for myself
In this
With naked toes
To tread the muddy edges
Of the holler and down
The banks of **** and squish
The water up into them
Until I can dip them in

And have a love affair
With the moon
As it strokes itself
Onto my body
My back cooled by ancient sands
Aye

Will stare him in his eyes
And remember the faces
The cherub cheeks
Spread with smiling
And the laughter
That escaped from them

— The End —