It comes to me this season
An urge to blow the bloom
into
This day
And watch it float on the wind
In this light
It would be
An awesome spectacle
Like an apparition
Of phantasmic spiral
Twirling into its seek
The darkness a great ride for it
And platform to coast it's colors
Though they fade
They would surely fade
And be nothing
I had felt this
And done it
And would not do it again
I cannot blow along
Familiar winds
But new currents have come along
And hooked the corners of my smile
urging itself
To spread wide against the O
And my uncalm
Inhaled
At odds with with the corners of
What I am
Used to
I breathe through it
And the lovely
Ease and it's scent exists easier
Inside me
Daily
When pigments of new petals
Turn blue
I dip and streak it
Into indigo slant
across page
Delivering my self free of the shade
But not the rise of it
To the sun
not the totalling of it to my whole
And it would be if ...
But I don't
I am much too eager
To let it lie and rest a little
To meet myself I've cast into
the role played convincingly
My own shadow
And see her grow out of it