I never really understood girls with problems.
I used to think that the world was fun.
Now I am one of those girls who is broken.
Nowhwe to go and no one to hold.
I try to let people in, to let them see why I am broken
But their human minds are to small to comprehend,
   This level of pain and how to not feel.
I do know that those days are over,
I have become too numb to let it be
But every time I look in the mirror and see
I only understand outer space and me...

We make our own choices for good or for bad
To walk our road not alone or sad
Cause true friends like you, help till the end
By grabbing you back from the edge
And...
When all I sought was some forgiveness
Another scar formed under the surface
That brought a thought I don't want to admit
But is tonight the night we lost a bit?
I'd pull you away to escape again
I know I'm a fool when I said
**** it again another day
But in here never say
We won't go back to like we were
If simple lessons are hard to learn
Can't be who we were before
Our heads are up but we're dead on the floor
An excuse is how it looks in my head
A reason that doesn't need to be said
So...
Put yourself out there and I'll show you me
I will let you in if you want to see

You've got the touch with your beautiful mind
A tattoo'd heart with nothing to hide
I see you
You're not blind
A touch was enough so for now I'll get by
And I will
Defend or die
There is nothing wrong with my
Eyes see you when you smile
Come over here and sit for a while

Sometimes beauty comes
Around with the perfect face that makes
Reality not seem like such
A bad place

Join up and watch the fire
Another night of desire
Nevermind just enjoy the seen
Eventually we wake from the dream

Some don't see it and they are blind
There is always beauty if you seek to find
Never leave your memories behind
Plant the sun and it will shine
All my streets are lined and bled
With benevolence that's benign in my head
As the sun draws near and one traces the sky
It's always drug induced when I say
That I'm fine
When I'm high
I'm fine
If I'm high...

I can't get these thoughts out of my head
I'm beginning to realize just what kind of person you really are
And at night when I lay in bed
All I think about is our past memories we had together

You were my best friend
The one person I could tell anything to
But I guess this friendship has come to an end
My emotions are too much for me

I've lost my balance
These tears are too heavy
They slide down my face one by one or all at once
With each passing day it's gets worse

The bags under my eyes grow bigger
My tear stained face can't take this much longer
Someone might as well pull the trigger
I'd rather be 6 feet under than in this nightmare you call life