what is this maddening roar speaking to me
saying that you'll be gone
you said you wanted to be free
but didn't have to run

You left me as the moon leaves the dark night skies
as the morning sun rises from the flattened horizon
your light is shining to the final outburst
reflecting the rainbow through the crystal from my eyes

This is the final hour and I have to leave you be
sprouts will be bared soon when cutting down a tree
even the crystals, now a stream, are waving you goodbye
this is the last my light there's nothing more to try

a shadow approaches and hollows the Earth
as I watch you being lowered to the depths
from dirt you came and to dirt you'll be
even
       if
          you
                  leave
                          me
                               now
I will love you to death

I am one and so are you
like the moon shaded blue
to think that you already know what is and into
the mind is only but a blank tableau


life is but a reflection of thought
when existence is completely unsought
nothing to hope for of any kind of sort
searching for something, finding but naught

you are the specter of darkness and light
when your spirits are dark but your face shining bright
hiding the pain out of plain sight
hinder the sun to not show the night

the next time our eyes meet
unto a blank sheet
I'll what seems fit
to appease you with plain wit