A couple years ago my friends told me this:
F is for forever that we will always be friends.
R is for the rest and calmed you feel with friends.
I is for the individuals that became one big group.
E is for the ego that we have.
N is for never that we will leave each other.
D is for dumb things we did.
S is for speaking to each other.
Sometimes I know this all a lie.
But that's only because you said
goodbye.

The many, many movies I have seen,
just to escape the real world.
I focus on every line and every person.
They just all blend in.
When I watch it,
I feel the mood of every person.
I feel a part of me in every person.
Maybe I just live in a movie.

The words and the rhythm gives me rest.
They make me peaceful and calm.
They make me forget
my sorrows and my pain.
When I close my eyes
I only listen to the voices
I hear in my brain.
I just focus on the words and the rhythm.

Darkness
is my only friend
Darkness
is the only place I feel home
Darkness
makes me wonder if there is someone else is
there
Darkness
is almost everywhere

I feel the drops on my skin.
It's cold but it gives me a warmth.
They fall from the sky,
thousands and thousands of drops.
It makes me want to fly.
High above the ground.
Where I left al my sorrows.