I swear this world is an illusion
So mundane; it feels diluted
I know that I’m delusional
But I'd rather feel more than just the usual
I’d rather fall down the rabbit hole with you
I used to think that I was a boat, and you were the sea
I’m only good for you while
You’re still beautiful without me

I swear I'll change it
I’ll weave a different fate
This isn’t just another reiteration

We’re running out of time
Our clock begins to tick by
Scream all you want
You won't fix this flawed design
We’re running out of time
You can't stop this clock
Scream all you want
It's flaws will never be a fault of mine

Interesting the life you made me
And oh, the confidence you gave me
But the sea is rising
And I think I’m drowning
Our worlds are changing
And for some reason
The walls are caving
Neither of us can breathe

I swear I will change it
I’ll weave a different fate
This isn’t just another reiteration

I’m running out of time
I’m going insane
Scream all you want
You can't fix this flawed design
I'm out of patience
I'll leave you my name
Scream all you want
You'll never find out where those perfect days went

This will never be a better place
Shadows fall on those who shine brightest
So I’ll look you in your face
“I won’t miss you in the slightest”

You’re running out of time
This world isn’t the same
Scream ‘till your lungs give
You won’t fix this flawed design
You’re all out of time
It’s better of this way
Scream all you want
Your flaws will never be a fault of mine

Give me some adderal
Would it be worth it?
For once to pay attention
To start observing
When you never gave a dime to me
Ignoring
The shrine I built in the likeness of you
Unnoticed glory
I built it with glass and held it together with glue
Your amazing on the outside
But you're so transparent
As soon someone throws a stone
You lose your whole foundation
Won't let someone too close
Afraid the ground will start shaking
When you tremble; and knees get weak
I look at you, and I see a piece of me
Walking away

I wrote you the other day, but you didn't write back.
After all that, you can't even pen a paragraph?
But I get it
You're not like that
Be tough, grow up, and fight back
I was taught that, you needed to defend yourself
You need to act now
I took this the wrong way
Began to act out
I thought I was being cool
I loved the attention
Which brought me to my very first detention
I wrote you the other day, but you never write back
I figured, "Hey, it's okay. Your busy, I get that"
But I won't be forgotten
I won't be a mishap
I won't let your knives pierce my back
I'm a different now
I won’t lie down
I’m gonna stand up and be loud
Hurt me all you like; I won’t be quiet
I made a promise to stop being violent
I intend to keep it; No hiding
From someone as cold and pale as December
I guess what I'm trying to say
I never sent your letter
I know I made a mistake
But we both know that it's a little too late for change
I don't know how to make this hurt less without losing purpose
So
The message here is
I am not saying I don't care
And
I am not saying you're worthless
Simply, that you're worth less.

Let's cut down a weeping willow
Plant it's roots beneath your pillow
Sleep over sadness
Too much leads to sickness
In turn introduces anger
And broken dishes
I won't stand by and be a witness
I am not worthless
I'm more than the words I'm hit with
And no less than my definition of perfect
I won't be bullied
You've hurt me
Shards of glass lay scattered
I guess peace of mind doesn't matter.
Because bronze beats brains
Even if it's mind over matter

Poison runs through our veins
A mirror shows you the way
Into a light
that burns until ashes remain
and
Our perspective has shifted
You've gone from living a memory
To some *******
Where absolutely nothing has changed
We gave it our all, but it's just not enough
I'm so tired of these stories of love

And from a broken mirror a Phoenix shall rise
Dust to dust it's all the same
Day by day; whether it's him or me

The darkest night
The dullest glow
It's all inside
It's all for love

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