Beda Flores: Poems

Shy

Beda Flores Apr 2018

Shy

" I know you love me
" I know you think about me
So why won't you admit
That's you have feelings for me
Don't stay quiet
Because I love you too
And I also think about you
I knew from the start
That we would end up
Together for the rest of our life "

Silence

Beda Flores Oct 2017

Silence

" I cry and cry but no one hears they hear silence of my pain
i just hide behind the computer waiting to see who cares enough to see
that i am in pain but no one will
I see that little by little i will lose the war with depression
it will overcome me and soon i will die
and then people will see that i will
make no difference if i disappear"

Sister from the heart

Beda Flores Dec 2017

Sister from the heart

" Now that you passed away
It hurts not too see you with me
I know I will never get over it
I saw you take you last breaths
I saw when you died
It's hurts so much that your dead
But I know will find our
Way back home "
I LOVE YOU ^_^

Souls

Beda Flores Jan 2018

Souls

" When it is night
Our souls will combine
Not as two but as one
We are the future
We are together
We love
We share
We are each other
We will be eternal
We will die together
We will combine souls
And create a future "

Special soul

Beda Flores Jan 2021

Special soul

“ Is it weird to feel empty
Or like you don’t belong in the world
Well that’s what I feel
Like I’m not blending into the crowd
I’m still trying to figure out what I like
And what crowd
am I supposed to be in
I Just feel empty
But when I get to work
I see this one special person
Who makes me feel like
There’s someone out there
Who’s just waiting for me
You know
I guess you could
Say they are a
Special soul

Stars

Beda Flores Jan 2018

Stars

" There upon the sky
We see the stars
The bright stars
Shine in the sky
The way you shine in my eyes
The beautiful dark sky
Can turn into the shining bright night
We can not forget
That together we shine as stars and
Bright in the night "

Stay

Beda Flores Oct 2017

Stay

"Darling can't you see
I'm no good for you
I guess it's true
But i still need your love
You leave me with hope
Your all need
This is love
It's clear to see
Telling me it's over
Doesn't help
Won't you stay with me
Cause your all i need
This is love its clear to see"

Tears

Beda Flores May 2018

Tears

" I cry myself to sleep that's normal right
Well atleast I hope it is
What I don't get is why
But at the same time I have my reasons
I need help
I feel like every day
Life is getting worse
I have tears in my every night of
Everyday
I just need a friend who is there for me like
Someone who I could talk to everyday no matter what they will answer
Anyone else feel like that cause I know I do "

The wave

Beda Flores Feb 2018

The wave

" The wave that ended my life
broken heart and broken life
is what i felt when i died
no one loves me as much as i want them too
you see i am just a person who was killed by
a big wave the water took my life away
before i knew it i was killed by the wave"

Think

Beda Flores May 2018

Think

" I wonder what goes on your head
when you see me
do you ever think what it must feel like
to lose the most prized possession
It's like when you were little and you lost
you favorite stuffed animal
i was your stuffed animal
and now i am free and anyone
could have me but they won't because
i am a prized possession"

Thought

Beda Flores Oct 2017

Thought

Clearly i thought
I could be happy
But i can't
Clearly i cry
Because i know im broken inside
Clearly i want to die
But i already did

Torn into a thousand pieces

Beda Flores Jun 2018

Torn into a thousand pieces

" The girl who shed tears by the one boy she truly loved hurt her although she was young she didn't care she knew he was the one even though he made one mistake she could never be with him again because that mistake changed her for good and bad reasons and from that day on the boy tried everything to make her be with him again but she couldn't because she was already to broken to feel anything again "

True love

Beda Flores Jul 2018

True love

" As years go by
I see myself and wonder
I could have had it all
The money but not the love
As I say to my future self
You could have had it all but
Instead of all that you got something even better you got true love and not even money can buy that"

Truth

Beda Flores Mar 2018

Truth

" Why is it when you speak
The truth people can't handle it
It's like you want to live in
A world full of lies and not see
Reality as it is and just keep going
On with all these problems
It's like why suffer through that
Why not admit what's going on
If you can't handle the truth then
You are not ready for this world
Because in this world you will
Be hurt by the truth and a lie
But I rather be hurt by the truth
Than killed by a lie "

Truth

Beda Flores Nov 2017

Truth

"You can't deny the truth
like telling me this is a lie
The truth may hurt
but a lie can **** me inside
You can run away
but the truth will follow you
You may be honest
about what is a lie
but you may lie about
what is honest
You can say all you want
but i know what is the truth and what is a lie"

Unique

Beda Flores Sep 2017

Unique

"Since i was little
I was odd
Out of this world
Out of the box
But as i got older
I appreciated it
no matter
what people said
i knew
being myself was the best
gift i could ever get"

Unloved

Beda Flores Mar 2017

Unloved

"I'm in love with you
But your inlove with my bestfriend
Now I feel unloved"

Untitled

Beda Flores Mar 2018

Untitled

" I am a nobody
all alone
with the hate of everybody
what to do
with all this hate
that is no love

I see and hear
what everybody
says
what i can tell you
is that
i hear the
hate from left to right

I am a nobody
I am the Untitled "

Why

Beda Flores Mar 2017

Why

"I know that you love her
but why
why wont you admit you have feeling for her
why
i know you'll hurt me but i still want you
why
i look off and i stare than i see you
why
But most of all why do i care so much"

Wish

Beda Flores Mar 2018

Wish

" Don't you just wish you could go back in time
and fix all your mistakes or do one thing over again
or instead of doing the right thing you did the wrong thing
just to see how it would turn out isn't it weird how we think
were doing the right but were really not or were doing the wrong thing but
it's really right it's so weird that we don't even know what to do but we do it "

Wonder

Beda Flores Jan 2018

Wonder

" Do you ever wonder
what would've happen
if you made the
right choice instead
of the wrong choice
i know i do
as i sit here writing this
it just came to my mind
what if i chose the other option
what would've happen
i always wonder and
ask my self
did i make the
the right choice
by following my mind
or did i make the wrong choice by
following my heart"

Worth

Beda Flores Mar 2018

Worth

" We women are so naive sometimes
Like why do we fall for guys
Who are not worth our time
We lose the one good guy in our life
Just to be with the guy
Who treats us bad
And doesn't appreciate us
We should stand up and show them
How strong we are
Know your worth because trust me
No one should mistreat us women
No man knows how how much you are
Worth "

#internationalwomensday

You

Beda Flores Apr 2018

You

" You hurt me
you break me
yeah you
you see i fell
for every time
you said you loved me
yeah you
i wish every thing would have gone better
but i guess it didn't
now i'm here writing this for you
if it would have gone diiferent
but i guess i was the best friend
you fell in love with
in the old times we were laughing
watching the sunset
having our happily ever after
i guess we didn't
have the happy ending "

You can't

Beda Flores Nov 2017

You can't

"You can't break what's already broken You can't fix what doesn't want to be fixed you can't put a smile if you know your sad you can't forget because you'll always remember you can't move on if your stuck on the past just like you can't be honest if you know your a liar"

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