Confused and who knows what else
My soul it bleeds and has lost itself
It's gone to drown it's sorrows
who's know if it'll come back
Just look what you've done

It's gone not soon to return
You burned it with you gaze
you cut it with your words
You going down and taking it
hand in cuffs for the ride
We wanted to keep you safe and sound
But look at this mess.

You already dead in the ground.
I've bled for you
I've cried for you
Do you care?
No
Not even a glance as we break down
In your wake
We take the fall
While you cut a break

You get away clean while we collect scars
From all the times you fell
You fall from wrong doings
You fall to relieve
These deadly mistakes
Just a moments reprieve

Child when will you learn
That you can't just escape
Hide away the hurt
For us to carry
That just can't stand.

We won't always offer our hand
Goodbye for now
As I must retrieve my friend
From the bar of inseverence
You'll come to see soon enough
All that we've done.

I can look for those that need a friend
Those who need attention
Those who need someone to talk to
Those who need someone tot play with
Those who need someone to understand how they feel
Those who need a pal

I look for those
Who need someone to share their feelings with
Those who need someone to share their interests
Those who want to be sociable
But are shy

I can look for those
Who need a rescue
Those who need a companion
Those who need a friend

Those who are terrified
Those who are petrified
Those who are terrorized
Those who need a friend

Those who want to frolic
Those who want to dance
Those who are frowning
Those who need a friend




I will look for those in pain  
Those that wish to rise again
Those that only want to be heard
Ignored by most and called absurd
Those who feel lost alone picked on and baited
Those who are
Those who wear a mask to hide their pain
Those who are stepped on for others gain
Those that are pushed down and can't get back up
Those who are feeling put down derived and stuck
Those who are on the brink of defeat
Who need people like me to get them back on their feet
Those who want to be able to follow their dreams
Those who have opportunity and potential that's bursting at the seams  
But are depressed and told that they won't succeed
Those who retreat from life into themselves
Those that believe that the world would be better without
Them there to burden the place and consider themselves a waste of space
Those who need to helped from hurting themselves
And believe that the life their living is on the plains of hell
Those who need a friend
A friend to help
a friend to confide
a friend to that will stay by their side
Those who need to see that the world shouldn't be a place of torment and terror
But a place they are needed and have those that care
Those that want a place where love fills the air
Where every one has time to spare to help a person in need
A place left untouched by pride and greed

Those that want to live their life
Free from those who cause them sorrow and strife  
Those that are pushed over the edge into a pit of grief
And wait for someone to come and give them relief
Those who are kicked and beaten
Those who are left in the street and
Wait for people like me to show them that they have more to be that just trash that people like we just throw away and leave it there cuz I'm am here to share that you that there are  those people out there
Those that want to stand above the crowd
Those that want to shout out loud

I.can make a difference

Sometimes you don't write words because they sound write,
or because they make sense.
Sometimes you write them because they feel write.
They are beautiful confusion.  

~Written by A.C. (one of my very good friends)

Trying and failing and falling each time
and...
Well that's it

I for you and you for me
Together in this we be
I support you and you me
But with all this why must there be
Secrets and lies and hidden scars
Shoved deep down hidden and barred
Hidden from both to save just one
It doesn't work like that no
If one falls we both go
So we must find these scars
And gently heal anew
Deal and heal and be whole again
We are one in this battle against life
I hope you see that
Because I sure do

Dreams are a puzzle of our thoughts throughout the day,
Of what our eyes didn't see,
Of what out minds didn't say,
We bid them no thought,
We don't see the value of what they might be,
But that they all seem to bear,
The thoughts we don't see
But are most surely there
They show you what we didn't see
But our minds understood
They're ours to discover if we only but look