you're that type of love that never leaves
the kind that hurts you physically because they know you wont love them the same
you're that type of love that stalks at night
the kind that sits in the corner of the room and never seems to move
the type that never becomes anything  
the type that never goes away no matter how hard you try to forget all the little moments
the type that will hurt you for an eternity

if i am a *** what does that make u
you cheated on me not the other way round
you took my innocence
i'm only 16 and was preparing to be a mother  
but i'm a **** because of that something that we both had a part in
so how am i a *** ?

I fell in love with her eyes
Her laugh brightens the day
I fell for her voice
I fell for her little quirks
But then she fell for him
And that broke me

All of it's so depressing
Try and write something lighthearted
What I mean is try not to be so depressing
Well I'm sorry if you don't like them
But I do I like what I write
I like letting my feeling flow out of my hands as poetry
so you can go shove a sock in it

Today was the day,
I was going to do it.
I was going to end it all.
How could you say you cared?
When you told me to die,
When you told me I was nothing?
Know your turn around and say you care?
I'm going to do it
I'm already gone

I'm sorry but I'm tired of apologizing
I apologize for everything because Im scared
Scared to make someone mad
But i'm tired of being scared and tired of apologizing
So I'm Done

The silence of the night
listen closely you will hear
crickets chirping near

The reason
I listen to music so loud in my headphones
isn't to ignore other people
its to ignore my own thoughts
the beats of the songs drown out all of the screaming
in my head
the contest nagging of my insecurities
can be drowned by the beats and lyrics of the song

When the world is rushing
When it seems as if your being swallowed
Just close your eyes
Think of tomorrow
Think of the flowers that will be blooming
Just think maybe I’ll be there with you
Even thought know your going thought the rough
Just wait tomorrow you’ll be the diamond