Parker

Parker Sep 2017

TINKERING WITH DARKNESS UNTIL IT COSUMES US

CHASING NIRVANA THROUGH A ******* DRUG

SUFFERING SEEPING SO PAINFULLY,

NO LIGHT

I SEE YOUR BREATH IN THE SHADOWS AT NIGHT

ALOST ALONG ANOTHERS PATH

SILENT SLEEPS WHILE MORNING CRASHED

THE FIRES IN THE RAIN, SHE SCREAMS OVER AND OVER

I CAN ALWAYS TELL THAT YOU ARE NEVER SOBER

A PLACE, A SPACE, WITH NO EMOTION

OCEANS EXPLODING, BRAINS ARE FLOATING, AND EVERYONES A DOPE HEAD

I HOPE THIS FOCUS BURNS AWAY

A WASTED LIFE WHEN YOU DONT LOVE PAIN

THE NAME OF THE GAME IS TO TAME

UTILIZE,

THESE ARE YOUR TOOLS, NOW USE YOUR MIND

YOU'RE ONE OF A KIND

I WILL SAY IT AGAIN

YOURE ONE OF A KIND

QIUT PLAYING PRETEND

Parker Sep 2014

My only feelings

Her echo grows further
I am losing her
Or maybe
She's already gone
Maybe she has never woken up in the morning praying I'd leave her mind
Or maybe she has
Sick of running from pain
Tired of hoping you'd call
Why when I had you I didn't want you
And without you, everything feels numb?

Parker Sep 2014

Deadly rose

Your paints bled together and now all you have is gray
Toss on a little salt and everything will be ok
In the wake of the morning I battle to keep you off my mind
At the crack of midnight it's your face that I fight
The space filled by time has locked a door forever
Chasing a thought of closure
A hopeless endeavor
They say as months pass the pain will go away
Fake a laugh and dance monkey on that stage
Hey facts you got me lost again
Never felt so alone surrounded by friends

Parker Aug 2014

Trickery

At last the despare confines in disgression
Be that it dare face furious lethal weapons
A chase for the dawn before it shines so bright
All of the colors we cherish melt like ice
I found something hiding in the back of my mind
Hooked through the cheek reeled in by time
A road not built by man kind
Frozen in place for a poet to ryhme

Parker Aug 2014

The Cracks in Which She Shines

After crashed her past there drive home
Compensated by lust and a tattoo that says jump
I stumble into your shattered world and leave
in pieces
I am not a man of Jesus
The engine is roaring as the sun pulls the trigger
Eyes closed are opened to a sinner
All I want to do is drink away your face

Parker Sep 2013

In a Blink of the Eye

Measurements of love compatible for my heart,
I feel not for much these ludicrous fairy tales with happy endings,
A weight is drowning me in the sea,
That's all,
In the distance, they are calling,
In the distance,
The forgiven forgot to predict the foreseen,
Effortless energy that once was a creator, destroyed,
And when they finally opened their eyes,
The world was gone

Parker Aug 2013

Endless Love

In the shadows, she dances, like the flame of a candle caught in a draft.
To be falling.
Oh hear me now inevitable earth, for now is possibly all we have left.
In depths of the silence that waits, I pray your face I will recognize.
To get lost in space, with you, witnessing the incomprehensible vast creations and obliterations of all, I hold close to my human heart.

A scar-less life is a wasted life.
In return, while climbing this eternal sunrise I jump, and fall, and bleed, then one-day die.
Worn out and ready to go, I shall one day follow you, reaper, with hopes of being full again.

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