****** my heart for your own sake
****** my heart tell me it was my mistake
Let me keep giving cause you know you love to take
Take my body and leave my soul
Still I’m searching for the feeling of being whole
Is all I am a pretty face
A meaningless body you can easily replace
I’m emotionally dead it’s not giving me life
I feel as if the bloods dripping off the knife
Running down my skin pouring out my tears
I’m living in my fears
They swallow me whole  
How can I love someone I wish I didn’t know

I want this high to last
My life’s been moving too fast
It seems to slow down when I’m with you
Lighting up my heart
I never knew
It could feel this good

Two beating hearts with so much life. Why do the biggest ones feel the most strife. I want to feel all your worries and fears the distance it’s caused has brought me to tears. I’m here and I want to stay. Give me your pain let me replace it with something good. The thoughts that over come you I wish they never would but I get it. I love you the happy the sad the lost the mad I want it all. I don’t want to be the only one to fall. Your heart is what I crave don’t hide it from me..any way it feels is something I want to see.

I feel too much..sometimes I lose touch of what things really mean.. emotions are easily misunderstood. Yours I wish I could ease.. the fears and anxiety I want to relieve. I wish you could see.. Get to know the loving soul inside of me. The most important part of me and you the place where blood runs through spreading out to all our veins controlling everything that comes to our brains. Mine beats for you.

I wish I didn’t love you
Or do I wish you loved me back
I know it’s not something I lack
But still it cuts so deep  
I can’t do anything right
I’m losing sight of my joy
All over a boy
But you’re more
My heart has never been more adorned

These dark thoughts provoked by fear
I still want you near but they push you away they keep everyone out
there’s a reason why no one can stay
I’m in a cage I’m enslaved to you someone I love who won’t love me too
What’s a girl to do but run away break free
I’m afraid your only going to be a memory
this heart will stay hidden for no one to see

Burning down my heart with the fire that you started
Now you wanna go and leave me broken hearted
You’re always so far away out of reach
I’m fighting for your love you’ll never give to me
So now I’m broken hearted
Trying my best to hold onto what you started
There’s not much luck that I can let it go
Cause you’re the only love I’ve wanted to know