In the night,
When I can’t seem to sleep.
My thoughts roam,
And my dreams and fear meet.
Nightmare after day dream,
Nothing is the same.
I sit up,
And look at pictures to blame.
These photos of frozen time,
They can’t be replicated.
I miss lost times and nostalgia.
I think more and become frustrated.
Time passes but there is no breeze.
I’m cold and dying,
But my body doesn’t freeze.
In the night,
When I can’t seem to sleep,
It dawns on me,
My feelings are deep.

Where the stars meet,
And our hands held.
The night drifts
And my heart swells.
My life meant nothing
But to you,
I meant something.
Heart beats
And the sound of breathing.
I kissed you once,
You said you weren’t leaving.
I knew what I want,
I knew it was you.
This is what I’ve dreamt about,
And that dream is true.
Should I move home
Or should I stay here.
My house isn’t real,
And the message isn’t clear.
Foundation of everything,
July 31st.
A year later,
You’d say I’m the worst.

I could cry you a river
And I’d drown in the tears.
Nothing but love,
For you my dear.
I’m better off dying
At a point like this.
Never say anything,
And I still get ******.
Wish me luck
Before I fall asleep.
I never woke up.
Life ain’t sweet.
Return once more ,
For a thought or two.
Never once thought,
What I never knew.
Help me find the words that I once said.
Sorrow in the thought,
For words in my head.
Name gone and forever lost.
The dreams I had,
I forgot for no cost.
Change isn’t anything,
But quarters and dimes.
Never forgetting lost times.
One, two, all the way to twelve.
Here are the memories from the books I Had to
Shelve.

You took my mind off of what was right
Gave me headaches
And I couldn’t sleep at night.
Never woke up and I wanted to die
This nightmare they call reality
And everyone asks why.
I’m not determined anymore.
I keep having slow days,
And my life’s a bore.
My importance in this world is small.
Not to me, but the world,
And that’s all.