Where the stars meet,
And our hands held.
The night drifts
And my heart swells.
My life meant nothing
But to you,
I meant something.
Heart beats
And the sound of breathing.
I kissed you once,
You said you weren’t leaving.
I knew what I want,
I knew it was you.
This is what I’ve dreamt about,
And that dream is true.
Should I move home
Or should I stay here.
My house isn’t real,
And the message isn’t clear.
Foundation of everything,
July 31st.
A year later,
You’d say I’m the worst.

You took my mind off of what was right
Gave me headaches
And I couldn’t sleep at night.
Never woke up and I wanted to die
This nightmare they call reality
And everyone asks why.
I’m not determined anymore.
I keep having slow days,
And my life’s a bore.
My importance in this world is small.
Not to me, but the world,
And that’s all.

In the night,
When I can’t seem to sleep.
My thoughts roam,
And my dreams and fear meet.
Nightmare after day dream,
Nothing is the same.
I sit up,
And look at pictures to blame.
These photos of frozen time,
They can’t be replicated.
I miss lost times and nostalgia.
I think more and become frustrated.
Time passes but there is no breeze.
I’m cold and dying,
But my body doesn’t freeze.
In the night,
When I can’t seem to sleep,
It dawns on me,
My feelings are deep.

I could cry you a river
And I’d drown in the tears.
Nothing but love,
For you my dear.
I’m better off dying
At a point like this.
Never say anything,
And I still get ******.
Wish me luck
Before I fall asleep.
I never woke up.
Life ain’t sweet.
Return once more ,
For a thought or two.
Never once thought,
What I never knew.
Help me find the words that I once said.
Sorrow in the thought,
For words in my head.
Name gone and forever lost.
The dreams I had,
I forgot for no cost.
Change isn’t anything,
But quarters and dimes.
Never forgetting lost times.
One, two, all the way to twelve.
Here are the memories from the books I Had to
Shelve.