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Im tired
Im tired of trying
Again and agin its the same
The same outcome
The same pain.
I feel im losing my self
Im slipping away
And ever time I slip
I find myself having less to hold on to
I wonder
I wonder how long i have
Till nothings left to grasp
I've loved a man and I've lost
My beging, my first and our foughts
Faults and flaws to blame
Misery and shame
Icey was our fire
Melting and burning disire
Maybe one thats lost
Can be found again for a cost..
Rember the sounds,the sights,our laughter
The joy that rushed us and filled our evey being
the pulsating beat of an excelerating moment
the thumbing of our hearts to the waves of the music
our touchs and our glances and our disires
the satifaction of a gentle brush of skin and plastic
melting in you,energizing you,flowing through your body
the washed-out,blurred faces emulating heat
the soothing flashes of colorful light swirling in mid air, fading and reviving
with a gaint dark mass underneath and in it,
moving and sawying in sync, as if it's one intity,yet it's many individuals,faceless and pure
the smell of over heated,moist bodies glowing in the light
so sweet and alluring and sureal,overdriving our senses
mixing them together into euphoria,into exstacy,flowing into our veins,tingling
then it's gone, all in one moment,
your alone,your scared,your not one intity but one person
reasoning flys back to you,reality lingering in
memories and regrets and lies and happiness sink slowly into your brain filling you with emotions
you recall your last moments of exstacy
then walk away
leaving everything in a shattered mess,not bothering to fix or face it
taking one moment,one piece, from thousands and your gone...it's gone
Things better left unsaid
Find home in my mouth
A voice for the unspeakable
A weapon to a freind
A prisiner to nothing
No guilt to be feed

A camandor of sin
Doesn't take light of loaded gun to the head
And words are more direct method to defend
For these leave burrows that dig deep in the skin
Find home in the mind and live on
A gun ends quick but my words won't leave those I deem damnd
It wasn't just a fluke in my head that I misread,
It was the life I was living that was mislead
I love you but your lost
Forgave and forgot
I know not what it's cost
But inside I know you fought
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