Another girl

Another girl Apr 2014

it's okay if you only talk to me when you need me. broken heart or forgotten wasn't the new thing for me

Another girl Apr 2014

Alone

nothing could be worst than alone
another sad things
from hollow heart

find yourself waiting for someone
even though
it will never happened

Another girl Mar 2014

Death

I often think about death. A lot people scared about death. but a few of people trying and wishing to die. I wonder how it feels like to die, is that good? or is it the best escape from all of this life?
but I thought death won't realize anything. I live in death, it's not good. it's *****. alone. small. invisible. and you were nothing but a small memories. no love. no glory. no victory. you were still alone, and no one listen to you.
so I guess death doesn't release you from anything. and death doesn't mean your heart have to stop beating. we life to fight ourselves and the whole world, and when we lose, there's always a way to come back to life.

#death

Another girl Mar 2014

From no one to no one

I’m not sad
But I’m not happy, either
I try to cry
Or scream, or run
Because my mind is slowy killing me
I feel like the world
Reject me
And try to erase me
I have no one to talk
No one to love
Except the ****** in my head
And the empty room in my heart

Another girl Mar 2014

Kosong

Air mata ini tidak bisa jatuh
Tidak ada yang menampung
Atau mengusapnya
Seperti berada di antah berantah
Berjalan dalam kekosongan

Pergi mencari tongkat
atau cahaya
Tetapi yang ditemui
Hanyalah duri dan kapak

Sang dewi terdiam
Kehilangan matahari dan sinarnya
Terbisu dalam kegelapan
Tidak yakin akan bersuara
Saat bertemu cahaya
Suatu saat nanti

all writers are sad

Another girl Feb 2014

Sunshine

Do you remember?
First time we met?
I was so numb
And you were so alone

But when I see you
I see something
That storm became sunshine
And I could see again

You told me I’m too good to be true
And I told you you’re my star
And we can walk in the air
The beach beneath us
Under the sunshine

I hope there is no end in this highway
And I hope there’s no sunset
‘cause if there is
It won’t be

Another girl Jan 2014

Dear Friends

Dear friends,
I’m sorry I left you in the car while you were still dreaming
I know I shouldn’t have done something like that
But the air was getting cold
And I felt so lonely

Dear friends,
I know I was a ****
blame you for everything ‘cause I was too small
and everbody was always laughing at me
and you were never there

dear friends,
I know I should call you right now
but I don’t know what to say
and I don’t want to hear what you say
and I was too angry to myself
and you make it worse

dear friends,
do you know what i’m talking about?
Of course you don’t
You aren’t my friend
You are just an illusion
And when the truth comes out
I’m the only one who gets hurt
And you were still dreaming