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If you were asking me
to let go,
it would be like
asking me to
let go of...
my dreams, my hopes,
and my wants-
All Of My Tomorrows!
Being with you...
I see my dreams
coming true!
In you...
I see my hopes
coming true!
Having you as mine...
I feel my wants
coming true!
All Of My Tomorrows
are filled with
my dreams, my hopes,
and my wants-
because of you!
But, without you...
my dreams
would seem dreamless,
my hopes
would seem hopeless,
and my wants
would seem wantless!
Without you...
All Of My Tomorrows
would seem so empty!

2007

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Almost...
taking your hand-
having your heart-
ready to say "I'm Yours"-
being able to say "Your Mine"-
Almost!

Almost...
ready for that next step-
taking that big chance-
feeling like I can reach the stars-
dreaming up new love and adventure-
Almost!

Almost...
knowing when it's just right-
happening at that perfect moment-
waiting for it to be-
being swept off my feet-
Almost!

Almost...
Yours-
Mine-
You and I-
Us-
Almost!


2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Another year
gone...
Another tear
fallin'...
Another fear
overcome...
Another one dear
lost...

2007

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Some things are hard to break....
unlike my heart,
which gets broken
all too easily.
Things one does,
week after week
(like talking to someone)
are harder to break.
I'm trying...
but Baby, I'm Broken~

You...
are not going to be
an easy one
to get over!
Fallin' for you
was easy to do,
but lettin' go of you
won't be!
Cuz, Baby, I'm Broken~
I'll miss you so...


2007


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Baby, I'm yours,
from the very start...
That's when
you first captured my heart...
I smile each time
you walk through the door...
I feel your love all around me
and through my very core...
I feel the fire
and see the light...
This with you-
feels oh so right...
I want to savour each kiss,
from the sweet to the ****...
I miss you so-
whenever we're apart...
I even allowed you to take my hand
and lead me onto the dance floor...
Having you hold me close-
and then all I want is more...
Kiss me passionately
and hold me tight...
Baby, I'm yours,
each and every night...

2008


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
On the table sits
a lone candle a'glow;
all the lights turned
down low-
In the air
a sweet vanilla scent;
laying against your chest
I'm feeling completely spent-
In the darkness of the night
outside is such a wind;
but while inside with you
my heart is finally on the mend-
I have been hurt
yes, this is true;
but I'm not missing this chance
of us... being me and you-
What is this feeling...
this emotion;
whatever it is it sure is causing
my heart some commotion-
I must have
been hypnotized;
while looking deep into
your glacier blue eyes-
In your loving arms
without a doubt;
this is what real love making
is suppose to be about-
I don't know this yet...
if we are meant to be;
but next to you...
I wanna see me-
This here with you
is what my heart's been achin';
to be, to have, to see...
Baby, I Wanna Be Taken-

2008


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Always An Angel
My Angel.
Daddy's gone away,
but Mommy's here to stay.
To watch over you-
And you to guide me,
through each and every day,
You'll always be with me.
Almost three
that day is coming.
Almost three years
you've been My Angel.
My Angel is here.
My Angel is there.
Here inside me!
And in my memory.
Forever My Baby
Always an Angel
My darlin' one,
My only Angel Girl
My tiniest, My Angel
Always an Angel
My sweet, my baby
Forever My Baby, Always An Angel~
Love, Your Mommy

1998


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
I'm so sad, so hurt. I really want you back.
I want to hold you, at least,
just one more time.
You are such a beautiful precious little girl.
I'm so happy your first taste of life
was from my breast milk.
I wish I could have nursed you more often.
I'm glad you knew who I was.
You relaxed more to my voice,
better than anyone else's.
I enjoyed carrying you inside of me.
We were "one" for so long...
I was hoping to be holding you
when you passed away, and I was.
I know you went peacefully in your sleep,
cause I didn't even realize it had happened.
You held onto my finger with such a tight grip;
almost as if you were afraid to let go.
Now I know why...
I'm afraid to let go!
I'll never really get to 'see' you again.
I miss you so much.
I wish you were still alive.
I wish you'd been born healthy, I can't say 'perfect'
cause to me you were, and you still are.
You are gone, but still
my precious little daughter, My Angel Beth~
Love you, Baby Beth
Miss you everyday...
Love, Your Mommy~

Wrote the day I went down to Goldens'
to sign the authorization for cremation
and I held you just one last time...


1995
COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
To be a baby-
A baby, so dear.
Mommys here
Do not fear.
Baby in Heaven
Take Care-
For now...
Cause soon I'll be there.
My Precious Angel
My Guardian One.
You'll always be
My Special One.
So far away
but, always in my heart.
Don't you worry
We aren't far apart.
I love you,
My Little Girl.
Mommy misses you
I'll never forget you girl.
Love, Your Mommy

Happy Birthday
but, you'll never be one


1996


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Almost two years old-
Almost two years gone-
My Forever Baby,
I will remember you each dawn.
So vivid, in my memory.
So real and alive, in my memory.
My Forever Baby,
My heart remembers you with glee.
Last time I seen you; Goldens'.
Last time I held you; Goldens'.
My Forever Baby,
My love never ends, only begins.
No growing up for you.
No growing old for you.
My Forever Baby,
Tiny and lovely, so true.
My Baby Beth
My Angel Beth
My Forever Baby,
Gone Forever by birth defect death.
You are here Forever Baby.
You are now Forever Baby.
My Angel Beth
My Forever Baby
Love, Your Mommy

1997


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Once upon a yesterday,
I held this baby boy of mine.
Cuddling him close to my chest,
as if we were tied together by a vine.

I remember when the days were sunny;
we'd go for long walks, hand in hand.
Sometimes we'd all go to the beach,
running and kicking our feet in the sand.

At night when it was time for bed,
he'd run and jump into my arms.
Then we'd read story books-
about cars, trucks, animals, and farms.

No longer a baby or a small boy,
he's now turning into a young man.
What will he do when school is done,
he could do anything he can.

2009

Copyright; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Walking down the sidewalk
I wonder how many
broken hearts there are...
One, Two, Three...?
You can see it
in their eyes...
Four, Five, Six...?
You can see it
by the way their head is hung low...
Seven, Eight, Nine...?
One with a broken heart
can usually see it in another...
Ten...?
That's far too many,
fore I haven't even took a step...

Dreams shattered...
Hopes drift away...
Wants get hidden deeper inside...
Desires are ignored...

Some think to mend a broken heart,
you can try to fall in love again...
I know that isn't possible...
You'd always think of the one
you truly love...
You'd always dream of the one
who captured your heart...
You'd always wonder
what they were doing and with who...
You'd be left hoping
they were thinking of you, too...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
You and I...
or am I just dreamin'-
I'm not sure-
This...
is far too good,
too real,
to ever
end!
Oh no...
don't wake me
if I'm dreamin'-
Come back here with me...
Come back to bed...
Lay right here beside me...
Come Back Into My
Dreams!

You and I...
we're outdoors in the country-
surrounded by trees-
green grass all around us-
star-filled sky-
night sounds
fill the quietness;
frogs croakin',
crickets chirpin',
babblin' brook
cascadin' into a waterfall
splashin' into a pond-
Come back here with me...
Come back to bed...
Lay right here beside me...
Come Back Into My
Dreams!

You and I...
makin' plans
for our tomorrow's
together-
talkin' of our
dreams-
holdin' hands-
sharin' passionate
kisses-
Lovin' this night...
this moment-
right here-
right now-
locked forever
in my heart-
Come back here with me...
Come back to bed...
Lay right here beside me...
Come Back Into My
Dreams!

You and I...
cuddlin'-
cocooned in a blanket
after our love makin'-
a fire blazin' in the pit-
illuminatin' us with it's
glow-
each of us
as satisfied
as the other,
feelin' fully spent-
snugglin' together,
as we close
our eyes-
the dawn just peakin'-
greetin' us
with a new day-
Come back here with me...
Come back to bed...
Lay right here beside me...
Come Back Into My
Dreams!

You and I...
or am I just dreamin'?
Wait...
I'm alone-
you've already
left-
had an earlier start
to the day-
sun is shinin' through
our open window-
illuminatin' me with it's
rays-
night sounds?
Oh no...
it's my alarm clock-
I'm runnin' late again!
Come back here with me...
Come back to bed...
Lay right here beside me...
Come Back Into My
Dreams!

You and I...
or am I just dreamin'-
Come Back Into My
Dreams!

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Time enough for y'all
to say goodbye
to the me
of yesterday!
This is who I am
and what I love!
I'm nothing,
but a Country Girl
and loving it!
Yep... that's me!
I spend most of my time
listening to my favorite station-
Yep... Its The B!
People say I'm a loner,
but how can that be?
I'm listening to my friends
all the time, my dj's-
Who cares, if its
through my speakers!
Take it or leave it-
Like it or not!
I'm nothing,
but a Country Girl
and loving it!
Yep... that's me!

2007

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
dear daddy,
hello, its your baby!
i have kept your star
out since that one night
in august. mommy can even
see you. she sure does miss
you. all i mainly hear from
her is "i love your daddy!"
she's very proud of you.
bye daddy, i'm busy trying to take an early
morning nap. mommy has the sniffles. she's up & down
constantly for another tissue. she keeps disturbing me.
mommy has sat for a few- think i'll take advantage
of it.

love, your little baby,
take care- i'm watching you!!

1988

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
dear daddy,
this is to inform you of the up-coming
arrival. have you remembered? you better
have!! you're a BIG part of this special
happening. you're my "daddy". you don't
have to listen to other peoples' advice-
follow your own, i bet its' the best. i am
YOUR baby!
there's nothing anyone can do to hurry up
and get me out of this dark lonely place,
is there? i can hear you, feel your warmth,
your pressure, and recognize your voice.
what else could i do, but absolutely
love you?
mommy loves you, too. she's constantly telling
me "mommy and daddy love you". i believe her!
and when you rub over me and say "ELISHA, i love you"
it makes me feel so good.
you are going to be a good daddy to me. i
just know it!! i can tell already. i'm glad
you'll be in the room when i'm born. i really
wanna see how you look. i wanna see it for myself.
mommy says you're **** good lookin' should i
believe her or just hope for the best in you?
no matter what i think of you, i know "i luv u".
you've got to be the best person to be my daddy
or mommy wouldn't have picked you to have me with,
or she wouldn't have accepted your perposal back
in july last year. yeah, mommy's told me all
about that. and one more thing before mommy catches
me with my hands out of here again, you can't hurt me.
i love the feeling. knowing you do love her is the greatest.
i love you dada!!

love your little girl,
your daughter,
Elisha Teres~

1988

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
dear daddy,
you won't recognize that title for a
few more months still, but yet it is me.
this is "your baby"!
i can recognize your voice, though.
just this morning, i asked mommy, "where's my daddy?" mommy said, "i'm not even sure."
she then explained to me about you helping 'america'
put out a disasterous fire.

"memo of love"

i am writing to tell you that i care...
let's get to know each other better.
this morning, i showered a brilliant sunrise
with all the colors of the rainbow into your eyes,
hoping to get your attention. but you hardly noticed!
that afternoon, as you sat with your friends, i warmed you in sunshine...
flowers still blooming with God's love. yet, you didn't notice me!
i wanted to speak with you so i shook the world
with my heart of wonder and made you a beautiful rainbow.
yet, you never noticed me!
tonight, i tried desperately to move you with a full moon
to lighten your sad face and a cool breeze to delight you.
you wouldn't believe your eyes, unless you heard it from me...
i even put you and mommy's star out,
hoping to see a warming smile upon your face
you never looked up!
in your sleep, i gave you
your dreams so lovely that a smile then appeared on your face.
i was amazed!
i'm here to watch over you, to guide you,
to reassure mommy, and to love you.
when you are ready for me,
please remember i'm waiting for you, in the care of mommy's love
for the both of us!!!
she loves you daddy-
and take care, i'll be watching you!!!

love, your little one,
"your baby"

1988

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Your innocent look
melts my heart...
Your sensual kiss
awakens my senses...
Your demanding caress
taunts me into temptation...
Your teasing touch
feeds the fire you have lit...
Your hungry embrace
arouses me through and through...
Your passionate love making
satisfies my every desire...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Feeling alone-
so tired, stressed, confused,
trapped, lonely,
weak, empty-
too overwhelmed
by my lifes' choices-
too confused to know;
am I cherished?
am I longed for?
by another?
am I home?
my hopes and dreams,
wants and desires-
do I dare to have them?
Come home to me.
I'm lost-
show my heart the way!
Show me and share with me-
I believe, I dream,
I want, I hope...
to be whole, once again.
My journey is astray-
let me be a part of 'it'-
a part with you-
I want to feel alive, loved,
and longed for, too.
Searching? hiding out?
I'm here!
Are you out there somewhere?
do I have a soulmate?
is he out there?
or just in here?
in my head?
is he real?
searching; possibly for me?
standing aside, waiting til
I see?
already a friend?
have I met him yet?
take my hand, open my heart-
let me know,
if you exist for me!
set my heart free-
are you all for me?
or do I only get, but a piece?
cause you are already taken?
am I to be awaken?
or do I only get to
see you, feel you, have you;
only in my dreams?

Dreams.... take me away!

2006


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Do you, Baby, do you
love me, as you say you do?
If you do, tell me,
is it real?
If it is, tell me,
is it true?
And now I must
ask of you;
how much?
If you love me,
if your love is real and true-
take me, hold me,
never let me go!
When are you going to be
ready to claim defeat to her?
Why don't you
release your battle?
I wish you were ready...
to give up, then give in,
and give us-
and this love we have between us,
a chance!

2007

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
I'm snuggled up,
all warm and cozy...
wrapped in your lovin' arms,
full body to body,
your leg over mine,
feelin' your breath
on my bare shoulder,
hearin' you softly breathe,
feelin' your heartbeatin'
along with mine-

My dreams are of
you and I...
we're in our home,
in front of the fireplace,
snaps and crackles
comin' from the fire,
we're makin' love
on a sheepskin plush carpet,
candles a'glow on the mantel,
country music playin'
softly in the room,
the scent of roses
in the air-

I awaken feelin'
satisfied and happy...
then I realize I'm in my own home,
my own bed,
all alone,
no candles in sight,
country music playin'
on my own little stereo,
rose scent
non-existant,
room full of daylight-

I roll back over,
tryin' to recapture
that dream~
I guess, I must have been...
Dreamin' In The Daylight!

2007

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Each night I hope and pray-
our love is here to stay...
My heart couldn't take any more breaking-
it's had enough of that old familiar aching...
You've become my best friend-
who'll be by my side til the end...
I could feel the connection on our first date-
and I realized us meeting was by fate...
Our story was written in the stars above-
He knew we were meant to fall in love...
As I laid in bed alone that night-
I wanted to be held in your arms so tight...
It came to me without a warning-
how I longed to be with you each morning...
I didn't know I could feel so much-
but now I yearn for your loving touch...
You've shown me complete devotion-
I feel it in every emotion...
Now I dream of becoming your wife-
and being with you the rest of my life...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Elisha~

Elisha is my daughter.
Just as beautiful as can be.
My baby is so cuddly,
Yet, so deary independant.

Elisha is not quite four months old.
Just as tiny as you can see.
My girl is so truly mine.
I hear her breathing, so peacefully.

Her heartbeat keeps in
Rhythm with mine.
Her ****** features are those of mine.
Elisha will always be my little one as you know...
I am her loving mommy!
Love, Mommy~

1989


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
I say, "Baby, I'm fallin'....!"
"Fallin' where?" You ask-
"Fallin' in love again!"
"Who is he?" You ask-
"Baby, I'm fallin' in love with you!"
"Why me?" You ask-
"Cuz I'm crazy about you!"
"Ooohhh, but why me?" You ask-
"Cuz I love everythin' about you, Baby!"
"Like what?" You ask-
"Your eyes, your smile, your voice,
Your laugh, your sense of humor;
Need I go on?"
"Ohhh no, that's quite enough." You say-
"Baby, that's good! Cuz I'm
Already fallin'.... fallin' in love again!"

You say, "Hey Darlin', I'm fallin....!"
"Fallin' where?" I ask-
"Fallin' in love again!"
"Who is she?" I ask-
"Darlin', I'm fallin' in love with you!"
"Why me?" I ask-
"Cuz I'm also crazy about you!"
"Aaahhh, but why me?" I ask-
"Cuz I love everythin' about you, too, Darlin'!"
"Like what?" I ask-
"Your sense of humor, your laugh,
Your voice, your smile, your eyes;
Need I go on?"
"Ahhh no, that's quite enough." I say-
"Darlin', that's good! Cuz I'm
Already fallin'.... fallin' in love again!"

"Baby, what do we do now?" I ask-
"How about this, Darlin'? He asks-
And he kisses her~

2007

(wishful thinkin' here)

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
I miss you so...
I want you so...
I'm falling,
where I told myself I couldn't go anymore...
Cause when one falls;
it usually ends with heartache, too!
But, I'm falling anyways...
I wanna see you...
You're far away...
Far away...
Out of my reach...
Where are you now, My Love... come to me...
I wanna feel you close to me,
hold you, kiss you, and always love you!
How can I get to you?
Are we meant to be...?
If we are- God will help us, find a way...
When I think of you,
I see you, in my memory's picture book...
Oh, there you are!
Come here to me...
Come into my open waiting arms...
Someday, I'm going to see you!
I'm hoping and wanting to see you...
You're too far away!
Far away...
Too far away...
I've been waiting
to meet you...
I've been waiting for you...
Waiting for you...
Waiting... for you!
You're far away...
Too far away...
Far away...
From me!

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Love at first sight;
it came to me so clear...
This love of ours,
I do not fear...
With you by my side,
I will never shed an unhappy tear...
Pull me close,
and hold me near...
One day I know,
we will have a marriage so dear...
My dream is to be-
in time, celebrating our fiftieth year...
Cheek to cheek,
as you whisper softly in my ear...
Forever and a day,
is what I long to hear...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Her hair is grey
She's getting old.
She'll love me for always
I am told,
She's here for me
to love and cherish.
And my love for her
will never parish.
At times,
when I am bad,
I look into her eyes-
so sad,
and see the tears
that I have brought.
How could I,
after all that she's taught?
Someday I know
that I will learn
to banish all those tears
that burn.
For will there
be another,
as my own sweet
loving mother?
I love you!

1986

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
"Goochey Goochey Goo
Mommy, I Love You!"
When I love you,
I say...
"Goochey Goochey Goo!"
When I hear you,
I say...
"Goochey Goochey Goo!"
When I see you,
I say...
"Goochey Goochey Goo!"
When I know that your near me,
I say...
"Goochey Goochey Goo!"
When I know that your coming,
I say...
"Goochey Goochey Goo!"
"Goochey Goochey Goo
Mommy, I Love You!"

(Wrote this for MY Mommy...
when I was just a little girl!
I'm guess by my original hand-writing
that I must have been maybe 7-9 years old!)

1978-1980

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
She feels like a young woman,
once again...
It's not like its
her first kiss,
first date,
or first love-
but it feels like
Her First All Over Again...
Its almost; as if,
she's gone back in time.

Her hands are cool,
palms sweaty-
Her heart is beating rapidly,
her tummy full of lil' butterflies-
She's a woman now-
but, the excitement, is just the same.
Should she have these feelings,
as she is, even though,
she isn't a young one anymore?

Her and her beau
are sitting on her bed-
He leans towards her,
she closes her eyes-
as he brushes his lips upon hers.
His lips...
so warm, soft, and giving!

He puts a hand through her hair,
along her neck, pulling her towards him-
closer, to deepen their kiss!
She puts a hand on his chest,
the other on the back
of his head-
keeping him right where she wants him.

They kiss for several long moments...
She moans softly,
he pulls her upward
and gently sits her upon his lap.
They melt into one another!

Each kiss;
more intense and increasingly
demanding, as the previous one-
he wants to taste her fully-
he flicks his tongue along her upper lip-
coaxing her to open up to him,
hoping she'll allow him access-

She parts her lips
with a hunger like no other
she had felt before!
Oh, the passion they feel...
the enticement that builds-
His tongue teases hers
with a seductive tangle...

Finally,
as their internal heat is high,
their clothing; too constricting-
they undress one another-
throwing articles of clothing
this way and that-
They have this bite of Heaven-
these stolen cherished moments
to just him and her... alone!

Passion, and pure desire
heightens them to anew.
The friendship
these two have built;
has been turning into this love
they now feel.
This love these two
feel, has been growing
for several months,
is right at their hands;
becoming deeper-
making them come alive!

Feeling so right, he takes her-
entering her in one full deep movement-
claiming her as only his!
Taking their passion
to a high- neither
could remember feeling before-

As they ****** together,
and lay in one another's arms'
totally satisfied- they cuddle
and close their eyes just for a few moments-
Then, he tells her he's never felt
so loved before!
And the twinkle in her eye
tells him she feels just the same!

2007


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Once a son, a brother, a father, and a best friend-
he was here until the end...
A depressed and confused soul-
missing something from within, to feel whole...
Known from place to place-
by the many expressions upon his face...
His troubles seemed to become too tough-
he'd come to realize, he'd had enough...
Didn't know which path to follow-
deep inside, feeling empty and hollow...
He thought he'd heard his last calling-
uncertain to knowing which way he'd be falling...
His judgement had not been right-
he had chosen the darker of light...
Thinking he had nothing to win or gain-
just seeking to be free of his pain...
Not knowing how to find his way-
he decided he couldn't take it just one more day...
Not enough time in a day to borrow-
he left all he knew, in their heartache and sorrow...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
I feel hopeless
and mostly helpless...
I do admit-
I don't know how to do
all this on my own...
And I don't know how to ask
for some help...
Why does it have to be
so hard to be a single mommy?
I love my children
with all my heart!
I don't know who or where
I'd be in this life of mine,
without them...
I'm a Mommy
and now a Grandma, too!
But beyond those 'titles'
who am I...?
What is my life about...?
What is suppose to happen...?
What is suppose to be
of me...?
I find myself asking out loud
"Now what?"
And I'm asking it again now...?
Maybe I'm asking it
in the form of a Prayer...
But I still don't
seem to be getting any answers!
I feel lonely most of the time
and oh so lost...
I feel like almost
just giving up-
but my children keep me
strong enough!
I've got a lot of
wants for my life...
but I don't know
how to achieve what I want!
I dream of how I'd like
my life to be...
but I don't know
how to reach my dreams!
I don't think
my purpose in this life
is to feel so ****
hopeless and helpless...
I need someone's guidance,
but I don't know
how to ask for it
or who I can really go to,
who I can really call
'that one friend'...
I know I have friends,
but one to bear my soul to,
all my failures to,
open up all of my fears to...
I don't know if I have
'that one friend',
that is within my reach!

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
How They First Meet~

She wants to hear 'her song'
one more time, that Saturday-
She calls up her favorite station
hoping she'll get her way!

She gets the wrong dj man-
or might... he actually be the right?
They laugh and talk alot-
as she called him twice that night!

He asks for her number
by the end of their call.
She quickly gives it to him,
not waiting to stall!

He calls her, as he drives home.
Her phone rings...
She smiles, knowing 'its him'-
by the song that it sings!

2007


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
I Can't Stop
thinkin' of you!
Nor do I want to!
I Can't Stop
when I love you
so much!
I want your friendship
and your love!
Without the second;
how can I just
have the first?
I can't have one
without wantin' the other,
but you can't fully
give me both!
I can wish,
I can dream,
and Oh Baby, I can want!
No matter what we have-
whatever we call "us";
I feel like a
happier woman-
knowing I still have you
even if in the smallest
of ways!
I don't want to lose you!
I can't...
I'm not ready to!
Maybe someday-
but possibly not!
I Can't Stop
thinkin' of you!
Nor do I want to!
I Can't Stop
when I love you
so much!

2007


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
I can't wait
to finally see you...
til we recognize one another...
to see your smile...
I can't wait
to walk towards you...
to be held in your arms...
to hold you close to my heart...
I can't wait
to lay my head on your chest...
to hear your heart beating...
to feel your breath gently graze my hair...
I can't wait
to look into your eyes...
to kiss you passionately...
to lace our fingers together, as we hold hands...
I can't wait
to snuggle and cuddle with you...
to lie next to you...
to have a man stand beside me...
I can't wait
to become your wife...
to be 'as one'...
to never let you go...

Oh yeah, for you, Baby...
I can wait!

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
If you don't want us together...
If you don't hope to fall in love...
If you don't want to fall in love...
If you don't hope for me to fall in love...
If you don't want me to fall in love...
If you don't want something lasting...
If you don't want something real...
If you don't want someone by your side...
If you don't want dreams to come true...
If you don't want all of me to be all for you...
If you don't want all of you to be all for me...
If you don't want to see for always with me...
If you don't want what I want above-
and don't want to break my heart...

Close your eyes, forget my face,
forget my name, forget my number,
forget I was ever with you...
and don't look back upon my dreams!

For me- this all with you;
the tingles have began...
the butterflies are very active...
the sparks are fully ignited...
you have already began to be
nestled in my heart...
You'd be easy for me to fall for...
And I'm wanting everything
with you...
wanting to be your someone
you've always wanted...
longing to be your someone
you've always longed for...
dreaming of being your someone
you've always dreamed of...

I can tell you this now...
You have already begun to
sweep me off my feet!


2008


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
I don't sleep!
I can't rest!
I can't think!
I only hurt with the thought
of you breaking my heart!
You are the only man for me!
I don't ever wanna be
Without you, without me...
Can't you see?
Or don't you know...
Just how much I love you so?
That I will love you forever?
Babie, don't leave me ever!
Without you...
My heart is breaking!
Without you...
I am aching!
Without you...
there is no "us!"
Without you...
There Is No "US!"

2003

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Why did it always seem,
I'd been lost in someone else's dream...
I'd dream from night til day,
chasing the bad one's away...
Frequently dreaming the same one,
but I knew my love story hadn't yet begun...
I made my share of mistakes,
and have had a handful of heartaches...
Over the years my wants became quite hazy,
I thought being alone, I might go crazy...
I'd fall in and out of love,
not sure what it was made of...
Many times I had been burned,
but now I'm happier for all I've learned...
I searched for the ultimate emotion,
that only comes with heavenly devotion...
Not only have I met my best friend,
I have one who'll be there til the end...
He's the love of my life,
I'm just waiting til he'll ask me to be his wife...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
I'm Lost In Your heart...
You and me... what a start-
I'm already wishin' we didn't have to part-
Cause I'm Lost In Your heart!

I'm Lost In Your kiss...
I was hopin' you'd make me feel like this-
Oh yeah, Baby, you didn't miss-
Cause I'm Lost In Your kiss!

I'm Lost In Your stare...
One look, one glare-
And my heart starts to flare-
Cause I'm Lost In Your stare!

I'm Lost In Your charms...
I drove by houses and farms-
Just to be held in your arms-
Cause I'm Lost In Your charms!

I'm Lost In Your love-making...
I'm yours for the taking-
I'm wishin' I was by your side as we were waking-
Cause I'm Lost In Your love-making!

I'm Lost In Your dream...
Walkin' in the night, hand in hand, with light from the moon beam-
Could we make us happen and be a team-
Cause I'm Lost In Your dream!

2008


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
I'm dreamin' of bein' held
in your arms...
pullin' me into your arms
by takin' my hands-
'ahh' now I'm here!
finally... feelin' you-
wrapped in your embrace-
chest to chest,
my head upon your shoulder
'ahh' so warm,
so close-
lookin' into your eyes
movin' towards you-
lips partin'
wantin' and searchin'-
this Man and this Woman...
You and I!

I'm dreamin' of a kiss
with you...
your kiss; beginnin' with only one
touchin' our lips
'ahh' so gentle-
this moment,
yet demandin'-
this kiss...
as passion is takin' over-
so much want, so full of desire
a moan and a sigh...
these sounds; from I-
explorin' with your tongue
along my lips
a flick, a nibble
openin' to allow you in-
'mmm' You know I'm likin' that!
this Man and this Woman...
You and I!

I'm dreamin' of ultimate closeness
with you...
'ohh yes' this is what I'm wantin'!
between us
movin' my hair aside-
kissin' me by my ear,
across my neck-
sendin' shivers down my spine!
caressin' your chest,
along your shirt-
feelin' your heat from within!
reachin' your arms upwards
as I'm pullin' your shirt
up and off-
'mmm' ****!
takin' me out of mine
'mmm' yes!
unhookin', unsnappin',
some pullin' down-
'ahh' now we're bare!
we lie back down;
you on top of I!
reachin' for me,
as I'm openin' my legs-
we're so ready for this!
been waitin' and wantin'
this...
for many weeks!
guidin' you in
enterin' me between my things
'ahh' such intense yearnin'
teasin' and pleasin'-
we get all Tangled Up!
explorin' to get one another
there...
feelin' heavenly complete!
achievin' satisfaction
so incredible-
you keepin' me close
I'm snugglin' in
peaceful silence...
closin' our eyes
driftin' into blissful sleep
this Man and this Woman...
just You and I!

'mmm' I'm openin'
my eyes
rememberin';
"I'm Only Dreamin'; Yet Again~"

2007


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
I'm Somehow Seein' Your Face,
when I close my eyes...
I'm Somehow Seein' Your Face,
as I'm starin' into
the brightness of a new day...
I'm Somehow Seein' Your Face,
as I'm gazin' into
the darkness of a new night...
I've been askin' myself why-
still I'm not sure if
I'm gettin' any answers!
We've only met once-
face to face, several months ago.
But, since then, we've spent
many hours a night;
talkin' into the early mornin';
buildin' our friendship!
As I'm listenin' to your voice
while we are talkin'
or you are singin' to me-
I'm realizin' its effectin' me
in different ways-
it soothes and calms me;
yet, energizes and awakens me!
When we can't talk-
I feel this loneliness
that I can't explain-
and there's so much I'm wantin' to say!
Then knowin' when we can again-
I feel this anxiousness,
almost over-takin' me!
And an odd-sense of happiness
practically consumes me!
Which is confusin' me...
Cause I'm not sure of what I'm feelin'
or if I'm feelin' more than what
I'm admittin' to myself...
But I'm seekin' answers-
I'm wonderin' over and over again,
if I'm tryin' to deny somethin'
that I shouldn't be...
And if you are maybe doin' the same...
I think I'm feelin' more here happenin'
than just friendship;
as if we've got this connection,
somewhere along the way!
Is there somethin' more
than what we yet to admit or know...
All I know, as of yet-
I'm Somehow Seein' Your Face,
when I close my eyes...

2008


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Love fills the moment...
and the moment
begins a lifetime!

2000

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Baby, oh Baby,
I wanna be there!
I wish I was
The One
laying beside you-
The One
you'd be holdin'
and cuddlin'
in your arms...
I wanna be there!

Oh Baby, oh,
I wanna be there!
I know I'd love to be
the woman
beside you
sharin' our bed.
I wanna be there!

I wanna be there!
Instead; Baby,
I am here-
rockin' myself
to sleep,
with a lonesome
lullaby-
for the lonely
hearts!
Baby, I wanna be there!

Baby, I wanna be there!
Just...
to have you
holdin' me close!
You and I
makin' love
together!
And then,
us cuddlin' one another
in the after-glow
of our love makin'!
I wanna be there, Baby!

I wanna be there!
I wanna be...
There!
Baby, I wanna be...
Oh Baby, I wanna be...
There!

I wanna be there!
Instead; Baby,
I am here-
rockin' myself
to sleep
with a lonesome
lullaby-
for the lonely
hearts!
Baby, I wanna be there!

Baby, baby,
I wanna be there!
But now...
I'm always at wonder;
'Is she in your
arms tonight?'
"Did you give her
the lovin'
I want to have
as mine?'
'Are you cuddlin' her
as I long to be
holdin' you?'
Baby, I wanna be there!

I wanna be there!
but I'm here-
Alone!
I wanna be there
with you!
Oh Baby, I wanna be...

I wanna be there!
Instead, Baby,
I am here-
rockin' myself
to sleep,
with a lonesome
lullaby-
for the lonely
hearts!
Baby, I wanna be there!

My Baby, oh
I wanna be there!
I've never had anyone
to really count on-
I'm tired of feelin'
so alone!
Of always bein' last...
I wanna be first!
I wanna be there!

I wanna be there!
I wanna be...
There!
Oh, I wanna be...
Oh Baby, I wanna be...
There!

I wanna be there!
Instead; Baby,
I'm here-
rockin' myself
to sleep,
with a lonesome
lullaby-
for the lonely
hearts!
Baby, I wanna be there!

I wanna be there!
Holdin' you
as you'll be
a'holdin' me-
I wanna be there!
I wanna be there!
Baby, I wanna be...
Oh Baby, I just wanna be...
There! (whispered)

2007


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
I wanna run on the beach
with you;
chasing one another along the shore,
stopping to build our dream castle
in the sand,
and making sand angels-
allowing our fingertips to brush
one another's...

I wanna openly show affection
towards one another,
no matter where we are-
holding hands, kissing one another,
and telling each other 'I love you'...

I wanna take the time
to get to know everything about you;
your every dream, every wish,
every want, every desire, and every fantasy-
then one by one,
I wanna make each one come true...

I wanna be with you
but not just once upon a dream;
I wanna hold you tightly,
close to my heart-
and never let you go...

I'm gonna run on the beach
with you...
I'm gonna openly show affection
towards you...
I'm gonna take the time
to get to know everything about you...
I'm gonna be with you,
but not just once upon a dream...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
One Kiss~
Just one last kiss
Upon my lips,
Along my skin!

One hug~
Just one last hug?
In my arms,
Your arms around me!

One touch~
Just one last touch
Anywhere,
And everywhere!

One time~
Just one last time
With you,
And every time!

One kiss, one hug,
One touch, one time
Just~
With you!

2007


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
I dream of a love so bonding,
that him and I will never part...
I dream for the kind of love,
that'll last a lifetime...
I dream for one to hold me,
and never let me go...
I dream of a love to be like,
a never-ending story...
I dream for my heart,
to finally become whole...
I dream many dreams,
of finding my soulmate...
I dreamed until,
you came along...
I dreamed day and night,
for someone like you...

Our love is the beginning
of something special,
with all of my dreams
finally coming true-
Just me and you...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
You're everything
I want and long for in
Just One Man!
You're a picture
for always
in my heart!
After all these years
of yearning for
and searching-
finally I've found you!
I feel this
completeness in me
when I'm with you!
And I know
you must be
feeling it, too!
We started out
as friends,
and within a few weeks,
you've become someone
in my dreams
(but not just in my sleep)
and now...
I'm finding myself
needing more of you
in my life!
I want you
to be mine!
But I know you're
Just One Man...

2007


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Just to hear you
say my name...
Just to hear you
call me Babe,
Baby, or Honey...
Just to be close
to you and
feel your body heat...
Just to smell your
'only you' scent...
And oh-
Just to feel
these tingles,
then I get the shivers...
Just to feel
this heat all through me-
this fire in me,
that hasn't fully gone out...
Just to close my eyes
and see when it was
you and I,
not too long ago...
Just to have you
touch or caress me
in a non-friendly way...
Just to have
these wants of
you and I,
always so close to the surface,
but still from deep inside of me...
Just to think
what you keep
awakening in me-
over and over
or yet, every now and then...
Just to have this want
in me that has
never died away...
And knowing you
still feel something
for me-
And then
Just to wonder
how your lips would feel on mine-
if you took me
in a kiss...
Just to wonder
how you'd feel
in my arms...
Just to wonder
how I'd feel
in yours...
Just to wonder
how you'd feel
against me,
up close to me-
as close as two could be...
Just to have us
crossing back over
that thin line of friendship
time and time again...
Just to feel this
built up tension
going on between us...
Just to realize
how close we've
almost been...
Just to think
how much
I'd want to...
Oh why, ***,
do you still make me
feel these ways...
Knowing you don't
quite want
what I so want-
Oh what I could give to you-
Therefore, I can't have
you ever as mine!

2007


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
This key to my heart
is meant to be
a cherished gift-
not one thought of
as a simple possession!
Within your hand-
I'll give you my only key
to open a lifetime
full of dreams
and mystery!
Are you ready to take
this key to my heart?
Are you willing to be
the keeper of my key?
If you accept this key-
all I'd ask of you,
is to hold it close to
your heart and
never let it go...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
I'd take every
moment;
in every day,
that I had
with you,
and make each
moment-
last a lifetime
in our hearts~

2007


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Livin' my nights...
Dreamin'!
Layin' in my empty bed,
All alone-
Wishin'
I could reach over
And pull you close to me-
Rememberin' the nights
When you were, once mine.

Those nights of bein'
With you~
As close as we could be!
Wantin' you, needin' you,
Kissin' you, holdin' you,
Lovin' you, feelin' you,
Touchin' you, tastin' you,
Desirin' you, achin' for you~

Now I'm dreamin'
My nights' away-
Wishin' for times again
When I wasn't so lonely!
When I had you,
For once, as mine~
The way I'd long
For your kisses, to see you,
To be with you, to touch you again!

I wanted to be
Your everythin'!
Now I'm
Wishin' I was
Your somethin';
Your someone!

Your someone~
To dream with, share with,
To hold for always.
And
To chase away
Those empty lonely nights'.
Fillin' my dreams
With everythin'
I've dreamed of wantin' in you!

You're my tears!
Tears I wouldn't shed
If you were finally mine!

Don't you wanna
Hold me, feel me,
Touch me, kiss me-
Once again?

Reachin' for you-
Wantin' you in my arms
As we'd lie together!

Searchin' to feel for you,
Needin' to feel
Your heart beatin',
Feelin' your breath
Against my bare skin-

Yearnin' for your arms to be
Drawin' me beside you.
Hearin' you sigh-
Lettin' a moan escape
From my dreams,
(day and night)
As I remember the times
We shared!

Lovin' the way
You felt beside me-
The way I felt
Beside you~

Achin' for the ways
You'd be touchin' me, teasin' me,
Pleasin' me, kissin' me,
Wantin' me, needin' me-
As I do you!

Makin' me feel
Whole and complete!
Will I ever
Feel you this way
Again?

Or is it all now
Just a recent
Dream?
Livin' my nights away
Dreamin' of you-
Til you are, once again
Mine!

2007


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
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