I'm snuggled up,
all warm and cozy...
wrapped in your lovin' arms,
full body to body,
your leg over mine,
feelin' your breath
on my bare shoulder,
hearin' you softly breathe,
feelin' your heartbeatin'
along with mine-

My dreams are of
you and I...
we're in our home,
in front of the fireplace,
snaps and crackles
comin' from the fire,
we're makin' love
on a sheepskin plush carpet,
candles a'glow on the mantel,
country music playin'
softly in the room,
the scent of roses
in the air-

I awaken feelin'
satisfied and happy...
then I realize I'm in my own home,
my own bed,
all alone,
no candles in sight,
country music playin'
on my own little stereo,
rose scent
non-existant,
room full of daylight-

I roll back over,
tryin' to recapture
that dream~
I guess, I must have been...
Dreamin' In The Daylight!

2007

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Do you, Baby, do you
love me, as you say you do?
If you do, tell me,
is it real?
If it is, tell me,
is it true?
And now I must
ask of you;
how much?
If you love me,
if your love is real and true-
take me, hold me,
never let me go!
When are you going to be
ready to claim defeat to her?
Why don't you
release your battle?
I wish you were ready...
to give up, then give in,
and give us-
and this love we have between us,
a chance!

2007

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Feeling alone-
so tired, stressed, confused,
trapped, lonely,
weak, empty-
too overwhelmed
by my lifes' choices-
too confused to know;
am I cherished?
am I longed for?
by another?
am I home?
my hopes and dreams,
wants and desires-
do I dare to have them?
Come home to me.
I'm lost-
show my heart the way!
Show me and share with me-
I believe, I dream,
I want, I hope...
to be whole, once again.
My journey is astray-
let me be a part of 'it'-
a part with you-
I want to feel alive, loved,
and longed for, too.
Searching? hiding out?
I'm here!
Are you out there somewhere?
do I have a soulmate?
is he out there?
or just in here?
in my head?
is he real?
searching; possibly for me?
standing aside, waiting til
I see?
already a friend?
have I met him yet?
take my hand, open my heart-
let me know,
if you exist for me!
set my heart free-
are you all for me?
or do I only get, but a piece?
cause you are already taken?
am I to be awaken?
or do I only get to
see you, feel you, have you;
only in my dreams?

Dreams.... take me away!

2006


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Your innocent look
melts my heart...
Your sensual kiss
awakens my senses...
Your demanding caress
taunts me into temptation...
Your teasing touch
feeds the fire you have lit...
Your hungry embrace
arouses me through and through...
Your passionate love making
satisfies my every desire...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Time enough for y'all
to say goodbye
to the me
of yesterday!
This is who I am
and what I love!
I'm nothing,
but a Country Girl
and loving it!
Yep... that's me!
I spend most of my time
listening to my favorite station-
Yep... Its The B!
People say I'm a loner,
but how can that be?
I'm listening to my friends
all the time, my dj's-
Who cares, if its
through my speakers!
Take it or leave it-
Like it or not!
I'm nothing,
but a Country Girl
and loving it!
Yep... that's me!

2007

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

You and I...
or am I just dreamin'-
I'm not sure-
This...
is far too good,
too real,
to ever
end!
Oh no...
don't wake me
if I'm dreamin'-
Come back here with me...
Come back to bed...
Lay right here beside me...
Come Back Into My
Dreams!

You and I...
we're outdoors in the country-
surrounded by trees-
green grass all around us-
star-filled sky-
night sounds
fill the quietness;
frogs croakin',
crickets chirpin',
babblin' brook
cascadin' into a waterfall
splashin' into a pond-
Come back here with me...
Come back to bed...
Lay right here beside me...
Come Back Into My
Dreams!

You and I...
makin' plans
for our tomorrow's
together-
talkin' of our
dreams-
holdin' hands-
sharin' passionate
kisses-
Lovin' this night...
this moment-
right here-
right now-
locked forever
in my heart-
Come back here with me...
Come back to bed...
Lay right here beside me...
Come Back Into My
Dreams!

You and I...
cuddlin'-
cocooned in a blanket
after our love makin'-
a fire blazin' in the pit-
illuminatin' us with it's
glow-
each of us
as satisfied
as the other,
feelin' fully spent-
snugglin' together,
as we close
our eyes-
the dawn just peakin'-
greetin' us
with a new day-
Come back here with me...
Come back to bed...
Lay right here beside me...
Come Back Into My
Dreams!

You and I...
or am I just dreamin'?
Wait...
I'm alone-
you've already
left-
had an earlier start
to the day-
sun is shinin' through
our open window-
illuminatin' me with it's
rays-
night sounds?
Oh no...
it's my alarm clock-
I'm runnin' late again!
Come back here with me...
Come back to bed...
Lay right here beside me...
Come Back Into My
Dreams!

You and I...
or am I just dreamin'-
Come Back Into My
Dreams!

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Walking down the sidewalk
I wonder how many
broken hearts there are...
One, Two, Three...?
You can see it
in their eyes...
Four, Five, Six...?
You can see it
by the way their head is hung low...
Seven, Eight, Nine...?
One with a broken heart
can usually see it in another...
Ten...?
That's far too many,
fore I haven't even took a step...

Dreams shattered...
Hopes drift away...
Wants get hidden deeper inside...
Desires are ignored...

Some think to mend a broken heart,
you can try to fall in love again...
I know that isn't possible...
You'd always think of the one
you truly love...
You'd always dream of the one
who captured your heart...
You'd always wonder
what they were doing and with who...
You'd be left hoping
they were thinking of you, too...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Once upon a yesterday,
I held this baby boy of mine.
Cuddling him close to my chest,
as if we were tied together by a vine.

I remember when the days were sunny;
we'd go for long walks, hand in hand.
Sometimes we'd all go to the beach,
running and kicking our feet in the sand.

At night when it was time for bed,
he'd run and jump into my arms.
Then we'd read story books-
about cars, trucks, animals, and farms.

No longer a baby or a small boy,
he's now turning into a young man.
What will he do when school is done,
he could do anything he can.

2009

Copyright; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Almost two years old-
Almost two years gone-
My Forever Baby,
I will remember you each dawn.
So vivid, in my memory.
So real and alive, in my memory.
My Forever Baby,
My heart remembers you with glee.
Last time I seen you; Goldens'.
Last time I held you; Goldens'.
My Forever Baby,
My love never ends, only begins.
No growing up for you.
No growing old for you.
My Forever Baby,
Tiny and lovely, so true.
My Baby Beth
My Angel Beth
My Forever Baby,
Gone Forever by birth defect death.
You are here Forever Baby.
You are now Forever Baby.
My Angel Beth
My Forever Baby
Love, Your Mommy

1997


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

To be a baby-
A baby, so dear.
Mommys here
Do not fear.
Baby in Heaven
Take Care-
For now...
Cause soon I'll be there.
My Precious Angel
My Guardian One.
You'll always be
My Special One.
So far away
but, always in my heart.
Don't you worry
We aren't far apart.
I love you,
My Little Girl.
Mommy misses you
I'll never forget you girl.
Love, Your Mommy

Happy Birthday
but, you'll never be one

1996


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

I'm so sad, so hurt. I really want you back.
I want to hold you, at least,
just one more time.
You are such a beautiful precious little girl.
I'm so happy your first taste of life
was from my breast milk.
I wish I could have nursed you more often.
I'm glad you knew who I was.
You relaxed more to my voice,
better than anyone else's.
I enjoyed carrying you inside of me.
We were "one" for so long...
I was hoping to be holding you
when you passed away, and I was.
I know you went peacefully in your sleep,
cause I didn't even realize it had happened.
You held onto my finger with such a tight grip;
almost as if you were afraid to let go.
Now I know why...
I'm afraid to let go!
I'll never really get to 'see' you again.
I miss you so much.
I wish you were still alive.
I wish you'd been born healthy, I can't say 'perfect'
cause to me you were, and you still are.
You are gone, but still
my precious little daughter, My Angel Beth~
Love you, Baby Beth
Miss you everyday...
Love, Your Mommy~

Wrote the day I went down to Goldens'
to sign the authorization for cremation
and I held you just one last time...

1995
COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Always An Angel
My Angel.
Daddy's gone away,
but Mommy's here to stay.
To watch over you-
And you to guide me,
through each and every day,
You'll always be with me.
Almost three
that day is coming.
Almost three years
you've been My Angel.
My Angel is here.
My Angel is there.
Here inside me!
And in my memory.
Forever My Baby
Always an Angel
My darlin' one,
My only Angel Girl
My tiniest, My Angel
Always an Angel
My sweet, my baby
Forever My Baby, Always An Angel~
Love, Your Mommy

1998


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

On the table sits
a lone candle a'glow;
all the lights turned
down low-
In the air
a sweet vanilla scent;
laying against your chest
I'm feeling completely spent-
In the darkness of the night
outside is such a wind;
but while inside with you
my heart is finally on the mend-
I have been hurt
yes, this is true;
but I'm not missing this chance
of us... being me and you-
What is this feeling...
this emotion;
whatever it is it sure is causing
my heart some commotion-
I must have
been hypnotized;
while looking deep into
your glacier blue eyes-
In your loving arms
without a doubt;
this is what real love making
is suppose to be about-
I don't know this yet...
if we are meant to be;
but next to you...
I wanna see me-
This here with you
is what my heart's been achin';
to be, to have, to see...
Baby, I Wanna Be Taken-

2008


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Baby, I'm yours,
from the very start...
That's when
you first captured my heart...
I smile each time
you walk through the door...
I feel your love all around me
and through my very core...
I feel the fire
and see the light...
This with you-
feels oh so right...
I want to savour each kiss,
from the sweet to the ****...
I miss you so-
whenever we're apart...
I even allowed you to take my hand
and lead me onto the dance floor...
Having you hold me close-
and then all I want is more...
Kiss me passionately
and hold me tight...
Baby, I'm yours,
each and every night...

2008


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Some things are hard to break....
unlike my heart,
which gets broken
all too easily.
Things one does,
week after week
(like talking to someone)
are harder to break.
I'm trying...
but Baby, I'm Broken~

You...
are not going to be
an easy one
to get over!
Fallin' for you
was easy to do,
but lettin' go of you
won't be!
Cuz, Baby, I'm Broken~
I'll miss you so...


2007


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Another year
gone...
Another tear
fallin'...
Another fear
overcome...
Another one dear
lost...

2007

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Almost...
taking your hand-
having your heart-
ready to say "I'm Yours"-
being able to say "Your Mine"-
Almost!

Almost...
ready for that next step-
taking that big chance-
feeling like I can reach the stars-
dreaming up new love and adventure-
Almost!

Almost...
knowing when it's just right-
happening at that perfect moment-
waiting for it to be-
being swept off my feet-
Almost!

Almost...
Yours-
Mine-
You and I-
Us-
Almost!


2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

If you were asking me
to let go,
it would be like
asking me to
let go of...
my dreams, my hopes,
and my wants-
All Of My Tomorrows!
Being with you...
I see my dreams
coming true!
In you...
I see my hopes
coming true!
Having you as mine...
I feel my wants
coming true!
All Of My Tomorrows
are filled with
my dreams, my hopes,
and my wants-
because of you!
But, without you...
my dreams
would seem dreamless,
my hopes
would seem hopeless,
and my wants
would seem wantless!
Without you...
All Of My Tomorrows
would seem so empty!

2007

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~