It was a huge closet
Fancy clothes
Ballgowns and heels
Dresses and flats

Ornamented with flowery designs
With thin fine lines
Diamonds and gems and pearls
Matches the girl with curls

A pair of blue jeans
Denim jacket
Converse and white shirt
Hidden inside the huge closet

Black unsophisticated clothes
Beanies, caps and shades
Coats and ties and bows
She cannot wear on times she want

This is for she: pink ladylike
For him is blue and manly
Straight long hair
Or a fine undercut

You cannot lover you don't
You cannot love him, he won't
If this is so wrong
Why can't this stop all along?

If you watch ****, you sweat
You hide what is wrong
But when did love become unacceptable?
When the standards are so strong
That loving someone
Is now just a set of rules

It's funny how we can call this world a home
When only the chosen one inside the closet
Who can endure much
Can easily blend in

And the homeless out
Freezes with cold stares and shrugs
Disgust and homophobic thoughts
Unless we give them a chance

No, this is all wrong
How could we tolerate someone who ran away from home?
But how can you call them runaways
When from the start
The truth is naked

That in this place
For them there is no space

It is a huge closet
Where you're safe inside
Where you have clothes you SHOULD wear
Remember you are a her
But why the heck is your heart also for her?

May silong at hangin
Sa bagsik ng tirik,
Kung sumuong lalagkit
Puno't halaman

May tubig at init
Malakas na kampay
Umaalon
Umaalulong

Maginhawang buhay
Pipiliin ba?
Kapalit ng lahat
Ikaw ba sakali'y sasapat?

Himukin man
Sisirin ang ugat
Maghintay ng tagak
Lagpak-lagpak

Ang problema?

Mga nagsusulat na di nagbabasa
Mga nagbabasa na nakakaintindi
Mga nakakaintindi na di nakakaunawa
Mga nakakaunawa na di gumagawa
Mga gumagawa na di nag-iisip
Mga nag-iisip na di nagmamahal
Mga nagmamahal na di nagpapatawad
Mga nagpapatawad na di nakakalimot
Mga nakakalimot...

Blessed are those who are loved by someone they love
Blessed are those who still love though same feelings they do not have
Blessed are those friends to keep by their side
They stare from afar and think how lucky they have had
Blessed are those inlove with someone from above
They admire the stars and not because of cars
Blessed are those who love though not alive
They travelled far though not a single soul found
But still hoped to find love
Blessed are those who loved with all their hearts
or had loved once or twice,
instead of someone who hasn't love at all.

Anyone could be a prodigy at a young age
Anyone could already learn different languages
Anyone could play different instruments
For these things are learned through teaching and studying

But nothing beats a writer
A writer had gone through experiences
Ups and downs in a roller coaster
Not through too much trainings
But with pure feelings

When your head aches, mine blows.
When you're sad, my world falls apart.
When you're angry with me, I'm like a lost puppy.
When you ignore me, I could see a lifeless body.
When you're in pain, I'm an asylum, insane.
But when you're happy, I never remember what is melancholy.
Because I'm your emotions' xerox copy.

You are the cause of my agony.
A companion who cannot see nor feel me.
We used to laugh together.
Share secrets whatever.

There were times I smile for you.
Deep down all I feel is blue.
My mind cannot contemplate how this is true.
My feelings depends always on you.
I never had my own since I met you.
Now you feel sick, I need an Ibuprofen too.
Maybe If you leave this place,
I'll follow after you.