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Alex Nov 2018
Oh what a wish it is
To have a wish come true

Oh what I'd wish for
If I could just have one

Maybe to see you just again
To laugh with you once more

Maybe to talk to you again
Play with toys together

Oh what a wish it is
To have my childhood friend be my friend once more.
Alex Nov 2018
I can't speak
I can't breathe
I can't see
My life as it is

My mind changes it all
Seemingly on purpose
And breaks my sanity
Bit by bit

At night I imagine cruel scenarios
That makes it hard to sleep
So I just lay there
Listening to them

During the day I seem to hear the most
Especially at school
I only hear the whispers of me
And the laughs are cruel

Throughout my life
I hear these disgusting voices in my head
Why can't I just stop listening
And make up my own instead?
Alex Nov 2018
When the wind howls
And the thunder shrieks
And the lightning blinds
And the walls seem to creak

I will hold my own hands
Folded in my lap
And sit outside
Listen to the water "tap... tap... tap"

And on the porch, as I sit
I see a figure, soaking wet
I invite her inside for a cup of tea
And treat her nicely, as you see

She leaves after the storm, thanking me
I wave goodbye and welcome her anytime
I go to my hallway, dark and full of drawers
And I open one, dusty and old

I see her smiling face, as she hugs me
And my happy eyes, laughing
Little does that figure remember, that her and me
Used to believe in ever after, happily

I close the book, hiding the photos
I hug it close, not wanting to let it go
That's my problem, as you see
I can let go of memories.
Alex Oct 2018
No one got hurt
Physically, maybe though
Us three mentally

It seemed like a dream
All one blur, maybe
A sinister scenario

At home, we all sit
Saying, "We're fine."
But maybe we should all just cry

Til' the memory subsides
Alex Oct 2018
I look around at the vast blue sky

Little white clouds sprinkled all over

A big yellow sun bright enough to blind you.

I look down at the blades of grass

Millions spread for miles.

I think about the big cities, and all the people on Earth.

And I think about how big the universe is.

And I think about all the big people who changed this big big world.

And I'm reminded how little I am.
Alex Oct 2018
How far would you go,

To save me from jumping
Off the highest bridge

To save me from crying
Almost every night

To save me from screaming
Until my lungs give out

To save me from people judging
My self-love out

How far would you go

To help me
Before it's too late
Alex Sep 2018
How do we think?

Well some may think its chemical reactions
And nerves at work
But what if it's much more
Than just your brain at work?

What if it's spirits
Of loved ones in your head
Family guiding you
Through this life, til death?

Maybe it's you
Hearing things that aren't really there
Your brain telling itself
If something is good or bad?

Or it could just be science
Something to do with nerves
But what if the thing we do everyday
Is something we'd never think it really is?
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