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Alex Sep 2019
Welcome to my humble abode
Let go of this anger you hold
Tell the story that needs to be told
How can you be so cold
It only grows as we grow old
I don't believe what I've been told
Your lies can not be sold
You dare to be so bold
For I will not fold
Your heart is not made of gold
I know you just want to be hold
This act of yours is growing old
And my heart is growing cold
Alex Aug 2019
The call of the void
A pleasant whisper
Saying sweet nothings
May I head the call
And let go of it all
So peaceful
So tempting
To just fall
To feel nothing and everything
To float and sink
To grow and shrink
The call is a tempting one
That I often dream of
To be at peace
And feel no pain
Almost sitting in the rain
The call is a simple dream
That makes me no longer want to scream
To let go
To let it flow
Alex Aug 2019
I sat atop that ocean wall
Just wanting to end it all
Wondering how far the fall
Then I heard the ocean call
Late at night
Couldn't see a thing
Wondering what this would bring
I heard her there
Standing where I could not see
The one I wanted for eternity
I knew she was not there
But that did not cause despair
I let my eyes close
For I stepped into the dream
For the reality I couldn't see
The one with just you and me
As I jumped into the sea
Finally happy
Alex Aug 2019
I was raised in a loveless silence
Many days filled with violence
With no on by my side
I grew up wide eyed
In the shadow I couldn't see
What was truly missing
Not knowing what was supposed to be normal
Not knowing love
Or affection
Just being alone
All on her own
That little girl
That was forgotten by the world
And raised herself in the dark
Not knowing the true light
Not knowing love
She couldn't trust anyone
Not even herself
The things she saw
What she heard
Would break any child
And she lived believing it
It was normal to be broken
By the ones supposed to protect her
And help her grow
She couldn't get away
Until the one day she ran away
Alex Aug 2019
Im just some girl the world forget
Left in her own mind to rot
Her mind was so distraught
She couldn't think a single thought
Instead they all swarmed around
All trying to make her drown
She couldn't hear a single sound
As much as she tried screaming out
The voices inside won't go out
Leaving her to cry inside
Not even safe
from her own mind
Everything just wanted her
To
Die
Alex Aug 2019
Every hour on the hour
Maybe so much more
Don't cower on the floor
Open up the ******* door
To the world you wanna explore
Finding so much more
Finding someone worth fighting for
So living won't be a chore
As long as you open the door
Alex Aug 2019
I saw the flashing lights
Ignored the warning signs
I let the world burn
As I closed my eyes
And walked away
Not caring about today
Or tomorrow
Or ever
Because it just won't matter now
For better
Or worse
What's done is done
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