After decades I had found you
Saw a true friend in you.
Adored you
Admired you.
Trusted you.
Thought about you.
Days and Months passed.  
Years have  passed.
Did not understand the Reality
Was blinded completely.  
Finally Understood.
That it has ended.  

All I ask now.  
Why me ?
Already Broken.
Now completely Broken .....

Do not let the Sun Rise
Trust me and no one otherwise.
Let there be darkness.
So that I cant see your True Face.

Ab bas bhi karau

Mujhe aur us nazaar  
sai mat daikhau.

**** tau pehli sai hi tadaap rahi thi
Ab Ruh bhi tadap rahi hai.  

Ab Bas bhi Karau.

Mujhe ab khuch
bhi na kahau.

Awaaz tau meri pehli sai bandh thi
Ab Dil kai Dadkanai band hau raha hai.

Ab Bas bhi Karau.

An Internal Battle
At times External ..
Surviving the Day
Tortured at Night.

Waiting for this to End ...