The knives in my head are stabbing me again
I felt every pain without me bleeding
Please get me out from the prison cell I'm in
My head is taking all over me again
Why do I feel like an empty glass waiting to be filled? And instead of being filled I ended up being broken..Today is my day but why do I feel upset, tired and hopeless? They don’t know, nobody knows what I feel every day...I smile, yes I do, but dig deeper in me you will see how sadness ruled
They think I'm happy now.
but NO, I am not happy
I was never happy
I will never be happy
I needed saving
I needed someone to dig deeper into me
Save me from the dark side
Save me from this prison cell
I was not expecting this
I was not ready for this
Help! Help me!
I'm begging you!
Maybe in death there is peace
Maybe in death there is freedom
But when will I be in peace?
When will I get freedom?
I tried running out of the woods
But the woods won’t let me
It keeps saying I belong in it
It keeps saying I’d be happy if I’m sad
Why?what have I brought myself into?
I should have gathered more bravery upon entering the woods
Now, I’m stuck here forever
Knowing the way out but also knowing I will never get out.