I'm just trying to figure this life out, not sure what I'm hiding from, just know I'm scared to show my heart sometimes.. I lay in bed staring at the walls, constantly daydreaming, I don't know what to believe in, life has no meaning. I didn't want to fall this far, even though I keep climbing my hands are getting weak from all the stress. I don't know how long I've got left, barely holding on, but his smile keeps my lonely heart beating, th-thud, th-thud, th-thud, like a beating drum. I look over into his hazel eyes and my worry just dies, I take another deep breath and exhale slow. Something in this moment showing me the way I need to go, I can't lose hope.